Normal? I wish

Screw you

Addilyne's POV
"Okay class I am not teaching class today he is" mr brown says pointing to Tyler
Why can't we have a different student teacher why does it have to be him
Yesterday I managed to get out of trouble with Ryder I don't know how but I did
"Can we leave"i whisper to Ryder
"No"he says
"Why"i whine
"Really you think I'm gonna let you leave after yesterday"he says looking at me
"Humph"i grunt an slide down into my seat pouting
"Okay today we are gonna be doing something different its kind of like twenty questions" Tyler tells the class
"It's for me to get to know you all and for you to get to know me alright I'll ask one of you a question you answer then ask me a question then we will go to the next person"he says
"Alright let's start"he says with a clap of his hands
People are asking him dumb questions like
Do you have a dog
What's your middle name
How old are you
Can you sing
And stupid questions like that stupid slut asked if he was single
"Okay brad your up. what's your favorite tv show" Tyler asks
"Sports center an how many siblings do you have" brad asks back
My body stiffens Ryder pulls my chair closer to his and puts his arm around my waist and runs circles on my hip with his thumb
"I have two sisters"tyler says looking at me
"Alright Zach what's your worst fear"tyler asks
"Losing my family Who are your sisters"he asks
"Addilyne and Rilynne"he says
"Toby your up what kind of candy do you hate"he asks
"Skittles an is Rilynne is single"he asks
I stand up faster than you could blink
"It's none of your damn concern if she is or not"i seethe
Ryder pulls me back down to sit in my chair and is trying to calm me down
"Uh yes she is single"Tyler stutters
"Really she's single?"i laugh
"Addilyne I need you to be quiet for this game"he says
"Okay Seth whose your bestfriend"tyler asks
"Toby and is Rilynne DTF?"he asks smirking
Seth sits in front of me I stand up grab ahold of his hood and rip it back choking him
"If you ever disrespect my sisters name again I will personally beat the fuck out of you"i growl in his ear
"Addilyne let go of him" Tyler yells
"You let them degrade my sister like that your just as trashy as them"i say
"Addilyne let him go"he says again
"Screw you"i grit out than look at Seth punch him in the face once
"I don't play games don't you ever bring my sister up again you little bitch"i growl
Ryder pulls me to the hallway
"You have got to quit fighting"he says kissing my forehead
"He talked about her like she was a object"i say
We hear the door open I look over and see Tyler
"You have got to be kidding me you didn't have a right to hit that boy"he yells
"Hey man your not gonna come out here yelling at my girl like that"ryder growls
"She's my sister"tyler says
"It's okay baby"i say kissing kissing Ryder
"I had every right to hit him he disrespected my sisters name"i yell
"He is a teenager and they don't know she's dead"he yells
"That doesn't matter it's called respect something you don't have for her either"i scream
"You are such a brat"he says
"Well having to put a wall up for everybody because my piece of shit brother left me on my own to fend for myself when I knew nothing that kinda makes you a bitch when you don't know if you can trust anyone"i yell
"Do not realize that Rylinne left you to"he yells
"She didn't fucking leave me you did you broke my promise you left me with that monster you left me to fend for myself you fucking left me she got raped you son of a bitch she tried to hold on but couldn't no more but she stayed by my side till the last fucking second"i scream in his face
"You know sometimes I wish it was you and not her"he yells
"Me to I wish everyday of my life that it was me and not her"i say weakly I look at him one last time turn to Ryder look him in the eye he looks broken
"I'm sorry I love you"i whisper then walk away just as the bell rings I can hear Ryder yelling for me but I keep walking I get to the doors and break into a run I run and run until I'm at my front door I walk up to my room drop to the floor beside my bed and pull a box out it had a small stuffed rabbit she gave me her necklace she use to always wear pictures of us I picked up a picture of her and mom
"I'm sorry sissy i broke your promise I'm weak I can't do it anymore"i cry
I can feel myself get angry
Why did he do that to her
Why did he have to break her
Why couldn't she just hold on a little longer
Why not me
Why did mom have to go
Why why why
I stand up clenching my fist and pace the room I punch the wall leaving a hole i throw my lamp across the room breaking it I threw my desk chair
"Why did you leave"i scream crying punching the wall
"You didn't deserve it"i scream throwing a thick book at my window shattering it
"It should have been me"i scream dropping to my knees
I cry clutching her chain in my hand I see a sharp piece of glass I pick it up
Cut
"I'm sorry"
Cut deeper
"You should be alive right now"
I hear the door bust open then I'm sitting in someone's lap up against their chest
"Why"i hear Ryder say hoarsely
"It should've been me"i cry
"No Addilyne she did what she did so she could watch over you no matter where you are every time you need protected she is there she is your guardian angel don't ever forget it she protected you from that monster she loves you and she knows you love her" he says rocking me
I didn't know but he had taken his shirt off an wrapped it around my arm
I lean into his chest he rocks while rubbing my back
"Don't ever hurt yourself nobody is allowed to hurt you even yourself"he says
"I'm sorry"i say falling asleep in his arms
I wake up a little bit later on the couch curled up on Ryder there is a bandage wrapped around my arm
"Thank you"i say kissing him