Normal? I wish

Lazy day

Ryder's POV
Last night was prom it didn't go so good though I never would have thought that Addilyne and Jenna where ever friends but bestfriends life's crazy sometimes I can see where Addilyne hates her last night we went home I held Addilyne while she slept I think she is the strongest girl I know she has been through hell and still manages to smile and put a smile on my face every breathing second today we are having a lazy day watching movies all day cuddling as of now we are watching pitch perfect
"Hey babe what do you wanna watch now?" Addilyne asked breaking me out of my day dream
"Whatever you want to baby" I tell her
"The outsiders?"she asked smiling
"Yea that's fine"i chuckle knowing she loves that movie
"Yay"she cheers getting up and putting it in
we layed there watching the movie than after it went off we went into the kitchen to make lunch we made homemade pizza while it was in the oven we were standing by the island I had my back against and she was leaning against me and we were talking
"Can I ask you something"she asked
"Of course"i say pecking her lips
"Why did you pick me when you could have had any other girl?"she asked quietly
"Addilyne"i growl kind of
She just puts her head down onto my chest not looking at me
I raise her head up with my hand by her chin making her look me in the eyes
"I didn't pick you I fell in love with you I love your smile I love your eyes I love the way you try to make everyone happy I love how your stubborn I love how strong you are and I love that your my girl"i say kissing her lips
"I'm sorry"she says
"It's okay baby don't question it and you know you can come talk to me anytime" I tell her
"I know"she says looking up at me
We stood there for about ten minutes she checked the pizza put it back in for a couple more minutes and was standing in front of me scrolling through Facebook when her face went from confusion to furious in matter of seconds
"You gotta be fucking kidding me"she says huffing
"Addilyne"i say in warning she knows I hate her cussing
"This stupid cunt really didn't learn the first damn time"she says getting louder
*smack smack*
I land two smacks to her butt she was already standing sideways in front of me she puts her hand back covering her butt but can't turn around cause I have a hold of her arm but I know I'm not hurting her
"Owww stop"she whines stomping her feet
"I told you that I didn't want to hear that word come out of your mouth"i said meaning it
"No you said you better not hear it again you never said you didn't want to hear it come out of my mouth"she says sassily
"You knew what I meant Addilyne Stormee"I say sternly
she looks at her feet and mumbles something she thinks I didn't hear
"C*nt"she mumbles
*smack smack smack*
I land three hard smacks to her butt
"Addilyne Stormee stop it now"i growl
"Owww okay okay I got it don't say it"she whines doing a little dance and rubbing her butt
"You done now"i ask
"Yes"she says looking down
"Now what got you mad in the first place"i asked
"Well this stupid bit- brat" she stopped herself when I raised my eyebrows at her giving her a look
"Made a status about me saying that I starved myself and cut myself for attention and all this other stuff" she says getting mad
I walk over turn the oven off and walk back take her into my arms
"Ignore it baby you know she's jealous"i tell her
"But it's not even true I didn't starve myself he wouldn't let me eat or give me money to get lunch at school he would just give me enough to keep me living and I didn't cut myself he did it he would slash my arm legs anywhere he could and tell me it's my fault she's gone he would tell me it should have been me"she said quietly almost whimpering
"I'm sorry baby if I could take it all away I could you didn't deserve it its in the past it's over and it shows just how strong you are that you got through it Jenna is just putting you down to make herself seem higher" I tell her
"Thank you so much I love you"she saying looking up into my eyes giving me a genuine smile
"I love you baby"i say smiling back
we got the pizza took some into the living room and watched movies the rest of the day I am the luckiest guy to have a girl as amazing and gorgeous as this girl right here.