Normal? I wish

Tattoos?

Addilyne's POV
It's been three weeks or so since it all went down my room is fixed an my arm is healed today is Sunday me an Ryder are lounging on the couch but he has to go with his parents to his grandparents today it sucks but I have my own little secret today
"What are your plans for today"ryder asks turning to look at me from his spot on my stomach where e had his head resting
"Nothing really"i kind of lie
"What time do you have to leave"i ask playing with his hair
"Around one"he says sitting up then pulling me to lay on top of him I lean up an kiss his lips
"When will you be back"i ask
"Tomorrow after school"he says looking at me
"Okay"i say that works perfect for me we watch more movies until it's time for him to leave.
It's been about three hours since Ryder left an I'm getting ready to head to the tattoo shop yes I'm getting a tattoo an no it's not just one to get back at someone it means something to me.
I walk into the tattoo shop an a guy came up to me
"How may I help you"he asks
"Yes I called yesterday an set an appointment"i smile
"Oh yes Addilyne"he says
I go sit down in the chair and pull the strap of my tank top down an he starts it actually doesn't hurt there are a few stings here and there about almost two hours later he's done I go look in the mirror that's hung on the wall when I see the finish product tears are brought to my eyes
"It's amazing thank you"i say he puts cream on it an a piece of plastic
I pay him an walk out to my car then go home I walk up to my room an go to my full length mirror an just stare at the beautiful writing
In a elegant font "gone but never forgotten"
With her birthdate an death date under that was her full name Rylinne Marie Grayson
An finally under her name was "Not Broken just Bent" with a small heart at the end the tattoo is placed to the left over my heart.
I sit on my bed an hold the small bunny an smile with teary eyes I can remember when I would get scared at night I would sneak into her room an she would hand him to me an tell me that he would protect her when she couldn't but there is one night that I would never forget I had a nightmare an went to go into her room but it was locked I tried to open it but it wouldn't budge I remember I heard someone say "shut up" I thought she had a friend over an didn't want him to find out but when I got older I finally understood that was the night.... the night he broke her.
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I woke up to my alarm blaring in my ear I hit it to make it shut up I got up an trudged into my bathroom I looked in the mirror an see my eyes blood shot an puffy an I have a killer headache I know it's from crying all night but I couldn't stop thinking about her I get a quick shower put on a pair of jeans an a shirt that hangs off my shoulder I don't want anything to rub my tattoo I have a strapless bra on I braid my hair an put make up in to hide the puffiness an eye drops in to make the redness to go away.
I decide to walk to school it's not that far anyway when I get there the bell has just rung but I don't care I walk in an walk to my seat it sucks not having Ryder with me.
"Mrs. Grayson why are you late" I hear someone say I look up to see that it was him I will not talk to him again
I don't answer I just flip to the page in my book that everyone else is on an pull my notebook out an open it to a new page an look straight ahead
"Mrs Grayson I want an answer"he says again sternly
I don't know why Mr. Brown ain't here but I never thought I would say this but please come back
I still don't answer him an I refuse to
"Either answer me or leave"he booms
I simply hater my things an leave i sit oh in the hallway until the bell rings
I make it through the rest of the day I walk out of the gym walking to the main door
"Addilyne wait"i hear someone yell I know it's Tyler I just keep walking
I feel someone pull me to a stop
"Just hear me out"he says
"What is that"he says sternly
"A tattoo dumbass"i growl
"just because your mad at people doesn't mean you have to go rebel an get all inked up"he says crossing my arms
"I don't have to answer to you an you don't even know what it is"i growl crossing my arms
"I may not have been there before but I'm trying now an ill always be your older brother"he says
"Well your the one that wished I was dead remember that"i say than turn an walk away I walk through the door almost all the cars have cleared out when I was talking to him I see someone leaning against a car in the middle of the parking lot I look at them then realize it's Ryder I take off running an jump on him he catches me I have my legs wrapped around his waist an my arms around his neck I know it was like a day but that's a long time for us
"I missed you"i say muffled in his neck
"I missed you to baby girl"he says kissing me I drop down an reach up to kiss him
"It's beautiful"he says
I didn't know what he was talking about until I notice his eyes looking at my tattoo
"Thank you your not mad"i ask
"No baby now if it would have been something dumb yes I would have been mad but that means the world to you an it's amazing"he says kissing me
"So would if I go get I love One Direction tattooed on my arm"i laugh
"I would beat your ass"he chuckles
"Your to beautiful to mark your body with something so silly"he says kissing my head
We got in the car he held my hand while we drove
"Hey we have to go to the store"he says
"Okay why"i asks
"I need a new hat an sunglasses"he chuckles
"So the mall"i laugh
"Yep"he pops the p

And hat evening couldn't have been better an I now have a phot of us on my dashboard behind my wheel of us in the photo booth an I smile everytime I see it
I am truly blessed to have a boyfriend like him.