I remember the time when I wore a true smile and I never need to be sad.
What made me so sad?I remember the time when I didn't give two shits what people thought of me.
What changed?I remember trying my best at school being the school nerd. What have I become?
I remember being able to go to the beach and not give a dame about how I looked.
When did that change?I remember not caring about my size.
What am I now?I remember not having scars all over my body.
What made me pick up that blad?I remember not knowing about self - injuries or suicide and thought only very sad people need it.
Well I'm needing that help now.I remember having a clear mind and not caring about what I say.
When did my mind go dirty?When did everything turn upside down?
When did my life change for the worse?
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Rastgelethis book is about self-harm, self-hate, suicide and my throughts ect. if you don't like that sort of thing do not read this book so if you do read this book please don't cretasize. I have got dyislexa so please understand that there will be some sp...