𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋. - seventeen

SINGER-SONGWRITER - woozi

— in which woozi writes songs about the ex-girlfriend he still loves dearly

BE OKAY
l. jihoon

ichan noonaaaaa
y/n anything u need, chan?
ichan is this about u?
ichan *file attached*

OPEN FILE?
yes                 no

jihoon 'ready to love' draft #1
we are not enough friends
...
'cause you are my escape babe
...
can we stay together?
...
run away to the other side of the world,
take my hand
...
to fill my heart to the top like you're
short of breath
...
still i run away, trust me now
...
with each passing day,
my emotions keep growing
...
you give me purpose

a similar chill runs down your spine as you're in a waiting room backstage, preparing to perform on the last talk show you'll have during your US promotions. your stylist, who has been by you since you've debuted in 2016, sucked her tongue.

"does he really have no shame?" she muttered, curling your hair one last time before letting you be to prepare the last few minutes by yourself. you let in a breath, your eyes lingering on the lyrics on your phone screen and your heart feeling tight.

the worst thing about this is that there was no way these love songs he writes majorly by himself aren't about you. these lyrics; all things he has said before when you guys were dating as trainees. him saying you're like the air he breathes, and how he feels like he's escaping life when he's with you. he has even mentioned in interviews openly that he has loved before, once, and that he ran away from it. he's said that it was one of his biggest regrets.

ichan sorry noona, i know ur about to go on jimmy fallon, but we just got the draft.
all the best! ^-^
y/n ♡

putting down your phone, you looked in the mirror, a tear drop falling on your cheek. your eyes widened as you quickly touched your cheek, not letting it ruin your makeup.

you didn't even know you were crying.

sucking in a breath, you bit your lip, nodding at yourself in the mirror. you reassured yourself, before rushing out of the room.

now, lets welcome the record-breaking
soloist, who has changed k-pop for good.
give it up for, we all know her..
y/n l/n!

flying back to korea after almost a month in the US made you nervous.

the reason why you were rushing home after your last talk show was because you were invited to a seventeen concert. although seeing jihoon backstage for the past few years were always nothing but an awkward bow or 'good luck', you've known chan since even before your trainee days, making you guys childhood best friends.

you were glad you had someone before your trainee days. everytime you thought of your days as a trainee under pledis, you could only remember their harsh punishments and practice hours that never end.

of course, you could never forget jihoon.

the way he would always ask you if his lyrics were okay, would always tug on your shirt when he was lining up behind you during monthly rankings, would always stay with you for multiple hours helping you with your vocal lessons and comforting you when you get scolded. jihoon was an angel, and he still is.