𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋. - seventeen

LOVE.mp3 - jeonghan

— in where y/n sends voice messages to her high school lover's deleted number, but isn't aware he listens to them.

you sent a voice message
0:17

i miss you. it's been three years and i still miss you. i hope i can... move on from you someday. i love you, always.

"oh god, y/n." soonyoung whispered under his breath. he examined your features and the empty glasses of alcohol sitting on your table, before stealing a glance at your phone screen.

"you're still doing this?" soonyoung frowned, averting his attention back to you, who could only giggle drunkenly.

"sorry, soonyoung. i have to get home early, so i couldn't have sent her back." eunyeol bit her lip, giving her friend a pitiful look.

"why did she drink so much?" soonyoung sighed, touching your cheeks with his hands to check your temperature.

"she's having a hard time from work. she should be head of her department at this point, with her workload and how hardworking she is. apparently, they're bringing in someone else for it instead of promoting somebody." eunyeol shook her head, her lips curling up in disgust on behalf of her friend. she pat your head as a goodbye before continuing, "she's taking it hard. take care of her. i'll go pay now."

"of course." soonyoung mumbled, waving off the younger girl. after sitting there for a few minutes in an attempt to identify how drunk you actually were,

"jeonghan?" you muttered, before grinning at soonyoung. soonyoung's eyes softened into a pitiful look, as he watched your eyes brighten up, probably because you thought he was jeonghan.

"where have you beeeeen? i missed you." you pouted, holding soonyoung's cheek. the man rolled his eyes, removing your hand.

"god, y/n. what did he do to you all those years ago?" soonyoung mumbled, looking at your current state.

the man forced you to get on his back, as he carried you to his car. "okay, there you go." soonyoung successfully got you on his back. you giggled at his antics, resting your cheek on his back and tightening your grip around his neck.

"let's gooooo!" you said rather loudly while pointing forward. soonyoung looked at you hanging off his back, before grinning at your antics. "stupid girl." soonyoung uttered.

waking up in soonyoung's house did not seem unnatural, especially because of the pounding ache in your head after you sat up from his bed. you swore under your breath as you looked around the bedroom for any signs of soonyoung. he must've slept on the couch again.

"fuck." you swore groggily, burying your face in your hands. you were always good with alcohol, it was a fact known to all your close friends. you only started drinking more and more ever since you broke up with your boyfriend of six years. it was as if everything went downhill, just from that one night.

you thought yourself to be a prideful person. everyone knew you were always on top of everything, ambitious and smart. it was one of the reasons you decided to major in biology, then take biomedical research.

you thought you knew you best, until three years flew by, and you were still hung up on the man you used to love.

yoon jeonghan had loved you ever since you were both 16 and in high school. he found excuses to hang around your class and looked for you in every crowd. he would somehow sense it if you were to walk past his class, and he liked to gaze at you during school's assembly where you would catch him looking at you from time to time.