Chapter 18 - Pep talks and Decision making

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A/N; favourite song from the rockstar album—————> GO!

Mine's Leave ❤️

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Yeonjun's P.O.V

Myself, Changbin, and Felix were sat gathered around a dimly lit table, surrounded by weapons that I had been instructed to take back to the rebellion group.

We had been in the middle of discussing the next steps that Jisung had set for us. However, I can't help but feel a little distracted, lost in my own thoughts.

"You know...I can't help but think of Soobin. It's been months since we had that year's break, but I miss him being around..."

I confessed my feelings for Soobin to Changbin a little while back. It was more than a friendship, at least for me.

"I thought we were in the middle of a rebellion against the mafia, Yeonjun. Shouldn't our focus be on that?" Felix questioned as I pursed my lip, I thought out of all the people. These two alongside Minho and Jisung would understand it the most.

"Course...yeah you're right. But that doesn't mean I can't have a moment to myself, does it? Soobin was always there for me. I mean we met up so much through the year, he even stayed round a handful of times. But now that he's busy with his responsibilities, I can't help but feel his absence. Maybe I'm just thinking too much into it, maybe I've read all the signs wrong. Ah damn..."

"Hey...Let him speak, Lix. You know our relationship wasn't always straightforward. It's hard being involved in all this" Changbin spoke softly, nudging Felix as he nodded back at me with a smile. Making me feel a little more at ease.

"Yeah alright I get it...sorry Yeonjun. I sounded like how Chan used to be for a moment there. Your feelings should always come first. If it's bothering you that much, I think you should speak to him" Felix answered as I let out a soft sigh.

What would I even say?

Oh hey so I know we spent some time together a little while back, I realised I like you but I have no idea if you even like me?

Nah, it all sounds so wrong.

"I don't want it to make me vulnerable. Being alongside you guys, being brought in by Alicia. It made me strong after being so weak against Mingi. If I speak now, and he rejects my feelings I feel like I'll just spiral downwards. Maybe now isn't the right time after all Felix..."

Changbin sighed as I just shrugged, I didn't know how to handle this situation. I had gotten in too deep, too quick and now I was left fighting with my own emotions.

"Maybe you need time to think this over, then when the time is right...talk to him" Changbin answered.

"Yeah, it won't do no harm in just having a conversation Yeonjun. Just when the time is right and you're ready. We'll help steer you in his direction when we're around...be your wingmen" Felix grinned as I shook my head and laughed.

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