Pitfalls

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On this bucket I sit and frown,
I look up and down the street.

All I see are my pitfalls.

Oh, I set this bucket down,
Before my stumbling feet.

And then I move a step further.

I go one foot further,
Further away from You,

Where my body's broken;

My lips scarred and bloodied;
My heart and lungs pumping sickness;

My body mucky and muddied;
Blood on my hand, stuck in the bleakness.

My body's broken.

Broken in these pitfalls.
Falling away from murder,

As I run through my pitfalls.
Help me to surrender

Oh, I need, my heart, to re-render.

I sow my own death in sobriety,
Then reap when I feel the drag.

Wonder if I have the gall
To make myself look up and surrender.

Lock into a fender bender.

Grow back into society
And toss it in the bag.

I wish I could leave all my pitfalls behind.
But I know I'm too blind, and so I'll never find;

My way out.
God, be my way out.

Out of my pitfalls.

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