Beta squad Imagines

Separated - kenny

I've been staying at the beta squad house with my boyfriend kenny's friend whilst he was on a trip. It was only the 2nd week out of the month and I had to stay here because I had photoshoots and brand deals that I had to go to.

"Im gonna go FaceTime Kenny" i said to aj and niko who was sat in the living room with me.

Everyone here knew how much I was missing him. We had been together for two years and and this was the longest that we've spent apart.

I walked up to Kenny's room and laid down before ringing him.

He answered almost straight away.

"Hey babe" he said and just seeing his face and hearing his phone made me smile.

"Hi baby how's was your day?" i asked him with a smile just admiring him.

I had bad separation anxiety. I missed him more than anything.

"it was okay, would've been better if I was with you though" he said giving me a sad little frown.

"I miss you so much" i said tears beginning to form in my eyes.

He frowned and said "don't cry love, it won't be too long now and I'll be back home with you. I miss you so much"

"still a couple more weeks" i said sadly.

"chunkz has been telling me that your not doing so well y/n. why didn't you tell me? I don't want my girlfriend crying" he said feeling bad.

"i didn't realise how homesick id get" i admitted trying not to cry for the hundredth time today.

"i know baby i just want to come home, I don't even want to stay here anymore im not having fun without you..it's shit here. i want to go home" he said a couple of cracks in his voice meaning he was going to cry but was holding it in.

I knew he bottled up all of his sadness and feelings but around me he knew he could do or say anything.

"babe I know we're missing eachother and i can't wait for you to come back but this is one of your dream places to visit so I want you to have a good time" i said sympathetically.

He always told me how he had dreamed of going to this country and now his dream had came true so I wanted everything to go perfect so it would turn out just how he wanted it to.

He frowned and said "it's boring without you"

I laughed a little and said "try and have a good time for me?"

"I'll try to but no promises on that one" he said with a small smile on my face making me shake my head laughing a little.

"do you want to fall asleep on call again?" he suggested making me smile and nod.

"Of course baby, I'd love to" i said back grinning.

Out of the two weeks that he had been there we have been sleeping on facetime to eachother about 10 days out of 14.

As much as I loved it it still wasn't the same.

I liked the comfort of his hands just wrapped around my waist. The feeling of him just holding me. I felt safe with him. It was a feeling I've never felt before. And I missed it.