Beta squad Imagines

What are you doing here? - Sharky

I was laid in bed eating a slice of pizza that I had just ordered from domino's whilst watching a movie when my door bell rung. I was very confused since it was like 8pm and i didn't invite anybody over.

I anxiously walked down the stairs and looked through the little peep hole to see who it was and my face dropped as soon as I saw a familiar face.

I didn't know what to think. What was he doing here?

I slowly opened the door making eye contact with my ex boyfriend sharky. Sharky and I had broken up about a year ago after being together for three years so I wasn't sure why he was here. Especially since we had been going no contact.

"sharky.." I mumbled feeling all sort of emotions.

I was confused, nervous, happy, excited, annoyed. All of the emotions just hit me all at once.

"y/n.." he mumbled back to me.

"what are you doing here?" I questioned.

He sighed and looked down before saying "I was hoping we could talk" before he looked back at me.

I nodded slowly unsure but to be honest I had missed him.

As soon as I saw him stood there I felt all of the feelings I had for him just come back. Well they had always been there but I would hide them and try to move on. Although I never could. I could feel butterflies in my stomach it was almost like I was falling in love with him all over again.

"I just ordered a pizza..you can come and eat it with me and watch a movie?" I suggested still a lot of thoughts going through my head.

"yeah..I'd love to" he said and that smile formed on his face. The smile that I loved.

I couldn't help but smile too.

I let him into my house and we went upstairs to my room and laid down in my bed just eating the pizza and catching up.

I sat up and looked at him before saying "sharky why did you really come here? you said you wanted to talk..so what did you want to talk about?"

He sighed and sat up.

He looked at me and said "I've had a lot of regrets about the breakup and I thought maybe it wasn't the best idea. I can't stop thinking about you. Ever since we broke up I haven't been able to sleep properly or eat properly because all I do is overthink and worry that maybe you'll find someone else. Just the thought of you being with somebody else that's not me makes my chest physically hurt. Now I understand that if you have moved on and found someone else then it's okay because I just want you to be happy because you deserve the world. I'll be honest im still so in love with you. im not sure if you still feel the same but I just had to come here and tell you. I had to get all of this off my chest. I don't know where we went wrong but I'd do anything to just have another chance. I've missed you more than anything, I've missed hearing your laugh, I've missed seeing your beautiful smile, I've missed seeing your pretty *your colour* eyes, I've missed holding you, I've missed our cute dates that we'd go on. I just miss you so much. I've been reading our old messages every single day and I've been trying my hardest not to text you but I just couldn't stop myself from coming to see you today. Every love song somebody plays all I think about is you and the amazing times we had. I love all of the amazing memories we've made but honestly I want to make so many more memories with you. I can't let you go y/n.."

I was speechless. I didn't even know what to say.

He had tears streaming down his face and so did I probably. I had so many emotions running thorough my body and so many thoughts but my heart was telling me that I had to give this another shot.

"I've missed you too sharky..and I'd love to make so many more memories with you. Im not ready to let you go either" i admitted and a big smile formed on his face before he pulled me into his arms and held me.

He kissed my head and said "im never going to let you go this time..."