Random imagines with beta squad members and some of their friends. I'm just gonna post on here when I can be bothered lol so don't expect me to post often.
Also gimme some ideas if you want to!
It's been six months since I had last seen or spoke to filly. I had been checking his instagram and youtube like every other day for the past few months and it seems like he's doing okay. I missed him more than anything.
I have also had some of the beta squad members and some of his friends texting me seeing what had happened and everything. They seemed really worried about the both of us.
I knew it was a bad idea but I decided to go and check up on him. Apparently he had been working on himself to get better for me which I was happy about. But I wasn't sure if it was a good idea that we got back together as much as I really wanted to.
I decided to post on instagram bc why not. I haven't really been active on there recently. I haven't really been active in general tbh
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itsy/n caption: why do I miss people even though they hurt me?🥲
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Comments:
nellarosee: I miss you so much girl come see me soon xx | itsy/n replied: I will babe xx
chunkz: we miss you y/n *liked by creator*
y/n&filly4ever: i hope you and filly get back together❤️❤️❤️
fillyfan268: I don't believe in love anymore | itsy/n replied: neither do I🫶 | Lilly07 replied: please get back together —
The comments made me want to go and see him even more so im going to be stupid and go and see him.
I wasn't going to tell him that I was going to see him I thought I'd just turn up. I knew he wouldn't mind if I turned up so why not. I just want to see how he's doing.
I got in my car and drove twenty minutes to his place before putting in the code to his gate and driving in and parking out front.
I walked up to the door and knocked on it waiting for him to open it. I waited about two minutes before the door opened revealing him.
All he had was a towel around his waist and he was dripping wet. He must've been in the shower.
He seemed surprised when he saw me.
"Y/n..what are you doing here?" he asked me a small smile forming on his face.
"I wanted to check on you, and I was hoping we'd be able to talk?" i replied hoping he'd say yes.
He moved to the side and let me in before saying "just let me put some trousers on, come we can talk in my room" before we went upstairs to his room.
I sat down on his bed whilst he went into the bathroom and changed.
He came back in and sat down next to me before saying "so how have you been?"
"I've been okay..I guess, what about you?" I said back truth is I had been terrible I mean yeah there was no more arguing but all I could think about was filly. I was lonely. I needed him in my life wether it was toxic or not.
"I've been getting better and I really do think I've changed this time. So if you still love me which im sure you don't anymore.. which I really don't blame you for at all. Then maybe we can give this another chance?" He asked me looking at me with hope in his eyes.
I wanted to say yes but i really don't know if it would be best for us right now...screw it. One last chance.
I didn't say anything.
"Sorry I was wrong for thinking that maybe you had come over to give us another chance." he said as he looked away from me.
Sadness in his eyes.
A tear rolling down his cheek.
I reached my hand out to his face and gently brushed my thumb against his tear wiping it away softly which made him slowly look back at me.
I leaned in and pressed my lips against his, his hands moving to my face as he cupped it and deepened the kiss.
It felt different to how it used to. Usually it was always heated and would just end up with yk what. But this time it felt like the time we had first ever kissed. I felt butterflies in my stomach and everything.
I slowly broke the kiss and pulled away a smile forming on both of our faces before I said "I love you so much filly, I want to give us one last chance."
