The Alpha and the Rogue

Chapter 15

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(RJ's POV)

I knew what I had to do. It would be a big step for me, but I had decided. I couldnt stand Noah and I being apart. It needed to happen. I needed us close. My wolf needed us close. Just two weeks felt like forever. I couldnt stand it anymore. 

Taking a deep breathh I stepped into the room that we shared in only some black lingerie. Noah was on the bed shirtless and only in boxers. He looked up when I came in and when he saw me his eyes widened. Looking at me with lustful eyes he growled. 

"I hope you werent standing outside my door in only that for long." He raises his eyebrows.

"Relax." I told him. "I had a robe on." 

"Good." He growled again before coming up to me and embracing me in his muscular arms. 

I moaned in eecstasy as he trailed kisses down my neck and to the spot where he had marked me. He kisses the spot gently before going back up my neck and then capturing my lips with his own. 

Moaning into his mouth I nibbled his lips, asking for entrance. Normally it would be the guy doing this, but I wanted control. 

Eagerly, he opened up his mouth and let our tongues dance together. I could feel his hard manhood against my thigh. I reached my hand down, under his boxes, and ran my hand down the length of it. 

He grunted and kissed me harder. Moving his hands that were on my waist he goes to unclasp my bra. After he does that he cups each of my breasts in his hand and rubs his thumb over my hard nipple, never breaking our kiss.

"So, fucking beautiful." He murmurs against my lips. "So, so fucking beautiful." 

"I love you." I whisper. As soon as the words left my lips he froze. 

"I-I cant." He mumbled, moving away from me.

"Cant what?" I ask, tears starting to blur my vision.

"I just cant." He picks up one of his tops and throws it at me. "Put that on." 

I put on his shirt, trying to ignore his intoxication scent that comes with it. 

"Just leave." He tells me. 

"Why? What's wrong? What did I do?" Was there something wrong with me? I knew I was inexperienced, but I didnt think that would matter to him. He had told me it wouldnt matter to him. 

"You didnt do anything. You just need to leave."

"Why!?" I exclaim. 

"Shut up, Radiance! Just get the fuck out of my fucking sight! No one wants you. You father didnt want you. Your mother didnt want you. Your fucking brother probably doesnt even want you. And you know what! No one ever will!" He shouts. 

I burst. I couldnt hold back the tears. If my heart wasnt already broken, it sure as heck was by now. 

Turning around I walk out and slam his door shut behind me. 

***

I walk through the pack house and open the door that leads to inside the garage  I storm over to his silver Porsche and hop in. I'd grabbed the keys before I came in. Without opening up the roller door I start the car and smash into it. The first hit just dents the door and his car so I reverse back again and start forwards again, putting more power behind it. The roller door bursts out of it hinges and flies into a tree a few feet away. 

Without looking to see the damage I drive away; not knowing where I'm going, yet. 

While I'm driving I see a pigeon. "Hey, Kevin." I murmur, looking out of the car window. "How's Louis. Are you flying to him now? I wish I could fly. It must be fun." I mumble.