Shame

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You said you were sorry
What were you sorry about?
You said it you regretted it
What do you regret?
Do you regret the things you did?
The things you said?
The way you acted?
How you made me feel?
Did you regret destroying me?
Did you regret destroying my best friend?
Or were you just upset because you realised you couldn't have your fucked up little fantasy
Because I said no
Because I dashed any hopes you had of being with me
Because you wanted more
You wanted more than the love and the attention I gave you as a devoted friend
You wanted me
You wanted me to love you
But only when you could control me
Only when you could take something from me
My voice
My wings
My heart
My mind

Now you say you don't want me anymore
Now you've moved on
Now you want someone else
You'll probably destroy her aswell
With no thought or care
just mindless cruelty

Now I'm only a memory
But memories linger and creep up on you when you least expect it
When you least want them to

I'll never truly leave
I'll always be there to remind you what you did
I'll make sure you feel shame
When you hear my name

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