What you "love" you destroy

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(Sorry for not writing in so long,I've had a massive block but more to come. Enjoy :))

I say
boundaries,
boundaries,
boundaries

You say
destroy,
destroy,
destroy

You say I mean more to you than your own feelings
If that's true,why are you asking me if we're on good terms?

What do you want from me?
Do you want something
Something to control
Do you want everything
Everything I can't give you
Do you want me
Or the idea of me

Why do I tell you to leave me alone
Why do you constantly message me
Why do I tell you I don't want you
For you just to hold out hope
thinking that you might one day have me

One day you might lock me in the golden cage you've designed to trap my every thought and movement
One day you might control me

One day I will release my shattered wings from your iron grip and fly away
Only I won't fly,I'll struggle
A sparrow cannot fly
if its wings are clipped
and bruised

You won't have power over me
You won't manipulate me
You won't break me
You won't love me
You won't blame me
I will not let you use that power
I will not let you manipulate me
I will not let you break me
I will not let you love me
I will not blame myself

I'm sorry for wanting to fly away
I'm sorry for wanting to be free
I'm sorry I don't want
to let a narcissist kill me
and then sit front row at
my funeral

I have boundaries
You choose to ignore them
So I choose to cut you loose
You no longer have me

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