In an ideal world
I would be happy
I would look perfect
I would have the best grades
I wish I could live a perfect life
I wish I could live a life without you
I wish you never looked me way
I wish you never came near me
I know I cannot get everything I want in life
It's not how things work
Karma happens to everyone
But did I deserve that?
Did I deserve to be broken by you?
Maybe it was my fault
I lead you on
I said I love you
I broke myself for you
Did I deserve you?
Maybe I deserve to be treated like that
There must be something wrong with me if I can love a narcissist
Will I look for your absence in everyone I meet
I deserved you
In an ideal world you did not do this to me
You did not manipulate me
You did not break me
You did not obsess over me
You did not want more than me
The ideal world doesn't exist
You did manipulate me
You did break me
You did obsess over me
You did want more than me
Why did you do this?
is hurting me,
your version of an ideal world?
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The Me Inside Of Me
PoetryPoetry written about personal experiences, relationships and more. I write whenever I can and have motivation some of my writing is not always good but I try anyway. Thankyou :))
