Average

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How can I possibly define average
Even though I feel average
I cannot describe
what consumes me

When is enough;enough?
How much do I have to give?
What do I have left to give?
I am disgustingly mediocre

I am not enough
I am neither here nor there
I'm stuck
Between this hell of perfection
And this hell of my own downfall
Am I on the right path?

Nothing good will come of this
I will not get help
I do not deserve it
I am too average to be supported
I am too average to be recognised

Always the hard worker, never the talented
Always the friend,never the best friend
Always the bridesmaid,never the bride
Always the writer,never the muse
Always the loser,never the winner
Always the smart,never the intelligent
Always too much,never enough

I am too average to be worthy
of something or someone real?
I am horribly limited
I am disgustingly mediocre

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