I entered the classroom and prepared myself for the long quiz. I wished myself good luck ‘cause honestly I didn’t assess my notes last night. I would be so lucky and thankful if I would pass the quiz. Well anyway I have stocked knowledge anyway. Hope that would be enough. I was not that Baa- Boo [ignorant] anyway.
I scanned my notes again and tried to grasp every detail I had in my note pad.
Ten minutes passed… Professor on alert, she was coming.
“Alright I’ll give you five more minutes to review.”
That’s great. I continued reviewing. After the said time the quiz begun. I was lucky; the quiz was not that difficult. There was an emergency meeting for the professors so our professor dismissed us early.
I was walking on the corridor heading to my next class since the quiz took almost an hour so I decided to go to my next subject instead of staying in the classroom. Jess wasn’t in the first period, maybe she was on the next class.
I was looking for someone, hoping I would see him around. He’s still not calling me yet. Yesterday morning’s message was the last message I received from him. No excess. L Matt was not yet around, maybe he had class. I sent him message this morning but he didn’t respond.
As I was walking on the corridor I saw a girl and a boy sitting on the kiosk near the cafeteria. I easily recognized their faces. It was Matt together with─ Trixia. They were chatting with each other and they seemed to be having a good time.
SUCH A DISASTER
She (He)’s coming once again,
‘Causing me another pain.
Tearing my heart into pieces,
Killing my whole with sadness.
It feels like hell,
But I don’t know how I will tell.
Each day feels like a nightmare,
But no one seems to care.
How long will I take this pain?
How long will it takes with rain?
I wanna give up,
I really wanna stop.
I hate this feeling,
I hate being broken.
This is such a disaster,
That I never wanted to encounter.
This pain will always leave a scar,
That I will always look from so far.
Tomorrow is another day,
That I don’t know how to face the way.
I wanted to close my eyes and pretend I saw nothing, but I couldn’t. I kept standing on my place. Still staring at them. Then suddenly I heard the bell rang. I had to go to my next class. I wanted to step my feet but it seemed stocked onto the floor, even my body was frozen and I just couldn’t move it.
I was affected to what I saw. It felt like my heart was being hammered million times. Thoughts inside my head were messing up.
