Forevermore - Lovertation

Needs

Song: False God- Taylor Swift

1989 (TW- This chapter contains sexual content/smut)

It had been about two weeks since we had found out about Lover and Rep. I was worried about Rep a lot, and for good reason. She barely came out of her bedroom and rarely ate anything. I had broken up with Midnights the day before and I needed a distraction. I decided to bring her some food one night and made my way up to her room. I knocked on the door and when no reply came, I slowly pushed it open. The light in the room was dim and it was starting to smell like alcohol.

'Rep are you in here?'.

At first, I didn't see her but as I walked into her room further, I saw her slumped against her bed frame, a bottle of Vodka in her hand. My first thought was: 'Omg she looks terrible'. Which was a true statement. There were large bags under the blonde's eyes and there were bottles littering the floor.

'oh man,' I said while walking over to sit next to her.

'What are you doing, 1989?' Rep asked quietly.

'I'm helping. And there's nothing you can say to stop me!'

Rep groaned and tried to roll over to face away from me.

'First things first' I reached over and plucked the almost finished bottle from her hand.

'Hey!' rep sat up, glaring at me. I handed her the plate of food.

'Eat something, then shower'.

'What if I don't?' rep retaliated, sounding extremely childish.

'Then I'll force-feed you myself. I don't want you dying from malnutrition'.

Rep snorted and started to nibble on a piece of toast, before long, the entire plate was finished.

'See, you were starving! When was the last time you ate anyway?'

'Umm, a few days, maybe more' Rep looked down at her lap. Her words made me sad so I wrapped my arms around her supportively.

'I've been through something similar before, it's not fun and I don't want it for you'.

'Thanks 1989, I don't deserve this, I've been blocking you all out for so long now'.

'You don't have to tell me now lo-' I caught myself. Was I actually about to call her that? I had only just broken up with Midnights so why was I feeling this way with rep? rep looked up at me, slightly confused.

'How are things 1989? I haven't been a part of the world for a while' rep joked with a weak smile.

'I don't know, to be honest. I just broke up with Midnights cos she was drinking too much and I didn't want her to be all my responsibility. It's selfish I know'.

'That's fair, 1989. You shouldn't have to worry about her so much. But she does need support right now'.

'I know, I'm such a shit girlfriend. Anyway, we can talk about this after. Go shower'. I stood up and helped rep to her feet. 

'You good?' I asked as she headed toward the bathroom.

'Yes, 1989. I'm fine stop fussing'.

'Sorry, sorry'.

As rep showered, I pottered around her room picking up rubbish and bottles off the floor.

Before long she came back with just a towel on and her hair wet and wavy. I couldn't deny it, she looked hot.

'It's rude to stare' rep mumbled as she started to pull clothes out of her drawers.

'Sorry,' my cheeks felt warm as I immediately looked down, not realising. 'I'm sorry I just- you look really good right now'.

Reputation

Something about 1989's words triggered something within me. I had been desperate for pleasure the past few days and touching myself while I was depressed and drunk wasn't going to cut it. I had already pulled on a hoodie and pants, so I walked over to 1989. It was like my will was taking control of my body and before I knew what it was, I was sitting next to the other girl. I looked at her eyes; the left one had a small green speck on it I hadn't noticed before. She was attractive, and it was turning me on.

'Rep what are you-'. 1989 started to ask before I cut her off by pressing my lips to hers hungrily. 1989 didn't hesitate to kiss back, my hands worked their way into her hair as if trying to make the embrace deeper. I ran my tongue over her lips, asking for entrance which she granted, and I slipped my tongue in. The heat in the room started to rise as my needy mind started to finally feel some relief. I moved my mouth down 1989's neck and began sucking and leaving breathy kisses over her skin. The blonde tipped her head back with a groan, her arms wrapped around my waist. My hands moved instinctively down towards 1989's shorts.

'Oh rep' 1989 groaned again.

'Can I?' I asked, my voice came out sounding a bit like a growl.

'Yes, yes please do it rep'. After her reply came, I wasted no time in slipping off her shorts and underwear. I rubbed the skin above 1989's clit before slipping in a finger. The girl let out a moan as I slowly moved my finger and pushed in another. 1989 was louder this time. 

'So loud at two? Midnights really lacked huh?'

'Shut up'.

AN: Oh my god, so my first smut chapter. Still not sure what I feel about this, and it's my first time writing it too sooooo. I'm going to need some opinions.