Call me // hyunlix

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Hyunjin pov

Waking up the next day I roll over to a now empty bed. I rise up searching the room for Felix but no where to be found. I sigh as I put my head back down and grab my phone. Going through my socials I see he posted a photo recently of a hiking trail. He tagged Chan so they must be out.

Felix's pov

Sleeping next to Hyunjin is my favorite thing. I shutter my eyes open and just take in his beautiful features. His soft skin, he's long lashes, and even his beauty mark under his eye. I could stare at him forever.

Hearing my phone buzzing I quickly grab it so not to disturb Hyunjin.

🐺Channie 🐺

Hey Lix wanna take a hike?

I replied "sure! Be down soon!"

I slowly untangle myself from Hyunjin as I quickly changed and head down stairs. Meeting up with Chan who was in the kitchen mixing a pre workout drink. Chan smiles and says "good morning Felix".

"Morning Channie" I say back grabbing a water from the fridge and a banana.

"Ready to go?" He asks and I nod my head and we go out the door.

This property is huge with hiking trails all over the place. We start at the top and being to map out which route we want to take.

Once we begin I noticed Chan thinking about something. I wanted to ask but didn't want to interrupt his thought so I stayed quiet.

We continue in silence listening to the birds and critter noises of the full forest. We continued down the trail jumping over rocks and fallen trees. Exploring the wilderness is also so cool and relaxing.

Feeling the light breeze on my face I try to take in the beauty all around me. Taking photos of everything so I can show Hyunjin later too.

We had made it to the half way point that looked out over the tiny city we tower over. I snapped a photo of Chan and posted it online. He looked so cool in it.

He turns back to me still obviously thinking of something. "What's wrong Chan?" I ask "you're usually a lot more talkative".

"Oh it's nothing Felix I just wanted to see how you were doing I guess." He says as we sit down on a bench near the look out.

"I'm doing great actually" I say smiling in my head thinking of Hyunjin.

"I noticed you and Hyunjin have been getting closer" he says as he points his head away from mine.

"Yea, it's been nice being close to him again" I say shyly. Chan was there for me when they moved Hyunjin out of our dorm last year. We both took it really hard.

* FLASH BACK*

"Chan please maybe we can talk to management about this" I plead with him as I continue to watch people move Hyunjins things out of our dorm.

A photo came public online of the two of us kissing in our living room. It put management and our fans into a frenzy. Some supportive but most were hate.

"I'm sorry Lix but this is for everyone. We can't have this type of bad publicity" he says.

"Where is hyunjin?" I ask as I continue watching more and more people take things out. "Management thought it'd be easier if he wasn't here" Chan says looking around an almost empty dorm now.

"Hey please don't take that!" I yell as one of the movers grabs a painting Hyunjin had given me for my birthday. "It was a gift!" The mover looks at Chan as he sighs and says "leave it behind for him" the mover nods as he placed the painting back on the wall.

"Chan there must be something we can do please." I say as the tears began to roll down my face. He looks over at me a hugs me light. "I'm sorry Felix. Maybe once all of this dies down we can talk to them but right now everyone is still pretty upset" he says.

I stayed there not wanting to open my eyes as the movers removed the last of his things. "Channie will you stay with me please?" I ask still crying into his hug.

"Of course I will Felix! Heck I'll even be your new roomie if that will help you" he says smiling down at me.

Chan always tried to make the situation right. I always appreciated him for that.

*FLASH BACK ENDS*

"And you're fine with the circumstances?" He asks.

I look over at him confused, "what circumstance?" I ask.

"The ones management laid out for you two?" He says egging on like I should know something.

"What do you mean?" I ask getting slightly irritated.

"Hyunjin did tell you? I figured he would I'm sorry" Chan says moving his gaze down to his hands.

"Chan just tell me what's going on!" I say loudly my heart ready to pound out of my chest.

"Well it's just that management is giving you the holidays to be together but then it's back to, ya know, not being with him once we get back" he says

"What? Why? They can't control that!" I say now getting up from the bench.

"Lix it's not that bad, you guys have three months to figure it out!" He says following me.

"No no it's not why don't they want us to be together and why didn't Hyunjin tell me?" I ask to myself now red with anger and confusion.

Is that what he meant when he said "I'm sorry this won't last forever?"

Why didn't he tell me. Why has he just been leading me on? Has this all been just a game to him? I ask myself repeatedly as I being to feel my face flush with red.

"Felix wait where are you going?" I hear Chan behind me yelling. Little did I know I took off back up to the house. I had to speak to him. Confront him.

Hyunjins pov

I was downstairs making myself a quick snack when I heard the front doors swing open. My heart skipped a beat, could that be Felix?

I turn around and face the now sweaty red faced boy. I smiled. But my smile faded as I notice him come up to me, he looks mad?

"What the hell hyunjin?" He yells at me. Pounding his fist with my chest running into me. "Three months? You were going to be with me for three months? And then what? Just break my heart all over again?" He screams at me.

Shocked and not knowing how to respond I tried grabbing his hands to stop the pounding on my chest but he flinched away from me.

"You could have told me this wasn't going to last. You could have not kissed me or made me fall for you again" he continued to yell. "But no you only think about your selfish thoughts".

Chan finally runs in behind Felix and watches as the scene unfolds.

"Why" he says shakingly. "Why did you do this to me?" He asks as a watch a tear come down his face.

"Felix please-" I say before he cuts me off by pushing me back.

"No don't touch me. I don't want to speak to you ever again" he says as he runs up the stairs and slams the door shut.

I look over at Chan. I was angry. Not at Chan he couldn't have known. I was angry at myself. Maybe I am selfish. Maybe I do deserve to be unhappy.

Chan makes his way over to me grabbing me and hugging me. I start to sob into the embrace. "Chan what did I do?" I ask between the sobs.

"How do I fix this?" As I lung my nails into him. He squeezes back harder.

"I'm not sure hyunjin, I'm sorry" he replies. "Give him some space, let him cool down".

Chan placed me on the couch and tucks me in. He sits there with me as I use his legs as a pillow. He softly plays with my hair.

All I can think of was Felix

I'm so sorry lixie