Call me // hyunlix

Chapter nine

Chapter nine

Hyunjins pov

I woke up suddenly from a terrible dream. Felix leaving me. Telling me he didn't love me. I look around the room and notice I'm not in my bed but on the couch. I sigh. Couldn't this be a dream I thought to myself.

I run my hands through my hair and bring my knees to my chest. I begin to sob. I didn't mean to hurt him. I was planning on telling him. I'm not sure how I can make this right.

I wonder if he's okay?

Felix's pov

Furious I run upstairs and sleep the door behind me. Finding anything to take my frustration out on I start throwing things off the bed. Pillows, blankets, and sheets. I toss them all around the room.

I fall into the now messy floor and ball up. Crying into my chest.

Why didn't he just tell me. What was his reason for waiting. Why can't we just be happy.

I hear a faint knock on the door.

"Go away hyunjin" I scream wishing it was and wasn't him.

I hear someone enter and shut the door behind them. Rushing over to my side I slap away the hand that came to my aid.

"Aye" they say harshly.

I turn to look who it was because they didn't sound like Hyunjin. I.N. Sits behind me holding and shaking the hand I just slapped. "I'm so sorry Innie did I hurt you?" I ask as I go to grab his hand. "Yea I'm fine Lixie, real question is are you okay?" He asks kindly placing his hand on my shoulder.

I just fall into his arms and continue to cry. "He made me fall for him again. And after all this time just to find out it would have to end and he knew it" I say in between the sobs. He grabs me and pulls me closer onto his lap brushing his hands through my hair holding me.

"Let it all out Felix" he says into my ear and I just continue to cry.

We stay like this until all of my tears have stopped. It's like I ran out of them. I look up at I.N. His eyes softly flutter open and look at me. "I am so sorry Lix that this is happening. It's unfair to you and it's unfair to Hyunjin" he says as we pull back from the embrace.

"I just wish I knew why he didn't say anything to me. We talk about everything" I say. "Well you used to" he replies. I look up confused. "What do you mean?" I ask. "Well after Hyunjin moved out you guys really stopped communicating. Wether you wanted to it or not you guys kind of grew apart." He says.

I look down at my hands, red from the pressure building inside them. "It's not like I wanted that to happen" I say suddenly getting up and walking to the balcony. I.N. Follows me outside "I'm not saying it was your choice but you guys have to learn to talk to each other again Felix" he says. I look down at the view. It's a gorgeous days. Nothing bad should happen on days like this.

"He still should have said something to me" I repeat back "anything would have been better than finding out like this." I say looking down. I feel I.N.s hand come over my shoulder. "I know bud, I'm not here to make excuses but he was probably planning on telling you soon." He says. "You know him better than any of us Felix, maybe you should let him explain." He pleads.

Maybe I should. This couldn't have been easy for Hyunjin to know about either. And maybe he was planning on telling me. We are only in the first week of vacation. I look over at I.N. And give him a light smile. "Thanks for checking on me Innie" I say as I wrap my arm around his shoulder giving him a squeeze.

"Of course Lix! I have to look out for my best friends." He says with a smile. "Do you need a few minutes alone or do you want to come downstairs?" He ask. "Give me a few I want to shower before I do anything" I respond. I.N. Leaves the room and shuts the door behind him.

I return back to the messy room as I throw the covers and blankets back on the bed. I can't even look at the bed without thinking about Hyunjin. I go and grab some clothes as I make my way to the bathroom.

Turning on the hot water, the steam starts to take over the room. I hop in and let the water and warmth consume me. Still so many thoughts going through my mind.

Maybe I shouldn't have been so harsh? What if I had given him the time to explain? Is he okay?

At the same time the devil thoughts came to me as well.

What was he planning on doing? Making me fall in love with him again and then leaving me? Why would he want something like this to happen? Why couldn't he have just talked to me?

I struggle as the tears begin to come down my face again. Why couldn't everyone just leave us alone? Why couldn't Hyunjin and I just be happy together? Are the fans jealous? Are they crazy? Is management just cruel?

I turn off the water and escape the shower now looking at my tear stained face in the reflection of the mirror. As I begin to get dressed I hear someone knock and enter the room. Scared it might be someone else I tried to hurriedly get dressed which resulted in my falling to the ground.

BAM

As I hit the floor I look up to see someone entering the room lifting my head up slightly as my eyes begin to focus.

"Lix are you okay?" I hear.

Hyunjin pov

I must have been out for at least an hour before I woke up. I watch as I.N. Comes down the stairs and sits next to me placing his hand on my leg. "Are you okay Hyun?" He asks kindly. I nod and put on my best smile but he sees right past it.

"I was just upstairs with felix" he begins "I think you guys are going to be okay. He's in the shower but maybe if you go up there after you guys can talk?" I nod and place my hand on his and give it a little squeeze. We hear the water shut off upstairs so I being to make the trek up to the room.

What if he hates me? What if he will never forgive me?

These thoughts race through my head. I knock and open the door to find and empty room. The bed is a mess, blankets thrown all over it and some pillows still missing. Then I hear it.

BAM

I rush to the bathroom opening the door and letting the steam escape behind me. Felix is on the ground with a towel wrapped around him and one of his legs through his boxers.

I rush down to his side and grab him "Lix are you okay?" I ask.

His eyes take a moment to meet mine. He nods his head and I help him to his feet and out to the edge of the bed. I grab a chair from the lounge area and push it up in front of him. As I help him place his boxers on the rest of the way. He takes the towel off revealing his perfect body.

I shyly look away not wanting him to catch me staring.

We sit there for a moment in silence.

And then at the same time we both say

"Please forgive me"

Red hair hyunjin is always my fav hyunjin btw
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