Silence (Read: Survival)

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⚠️Trigger Warning for bugs, blood, and vomit⚠️

I know I shouldn't.
The words that threaten to crawl up my throat like bile,
I push them down, so they choke me, gag me.
They creep out my mouth like bugs,
cockroaches in my throat and spiders on my tongue;
beetles in my ears and scorpions around my neck.

I know I shouldn't.
The blood that coughs out of my throat,
that spills from my severed tongue,
that pools in my ears and swells my neck.

I know I shouldn't.
A massacre it is, the loss of their innocent lives.
But instead of burial, they're washed down the drain
along with dirt and grime and hate and fear,
as I clear my hands of the blood I have made

I know I shouldn't.
And yet I will
because when the world is cruel,
I will be crueler. 

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