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3.Sunshine

            I AM DONE WITH SHOPPING, i mean how much i have to do shopping? Mumma and didi is not wasting anytime on thinking before shopping anything for me.

I am tried now, from 4 hours we are roam around shops to buy clothes, accessories, shoes, and WHAT NOT.

"Mumma, didi please now stop. I am telling you guys i am not walking anymore now" I said in a tried voice.

"Hm ok let's take a break." Mumma said.

"Thank God." We then sit on a bench and i was drinking the water which we brought from home. Thanks to mumma she always carry a water bottle with her.

After the break we again started our resumed shopping.

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"Woww this look good on you Anam were this in any party or in hangouts." Didi said, i was having a fashion show right now with the clothes we just have brought home.

I was wearing very dress that we brought today and didi, mumma very telling me which clothes i have to wear, when.

I know i am a big girl *hair filp* but still whenever I go out for function or anything i take advice of mumma or didi.

"Ok"

While they were giving me the dress, i overwhelmed by the feeling of leave them alone. I don't when tears started to come in my eyes and were falling on my cheeks.

"Anam try th-what happened Anam why are you crying" didi said in concern and confusion while coming towards me. Listening that mumma also came towards me.

"I....I don't want to leave you all." I said and started crying again i am really sacred now about what will happen there, how i will live there, l know mumma's friend daughter is there but still i can't depend on them for everything.

"Aree mere bacha." I hear mumma and she hugged me. Didi was rubbing my back.

"See don't be afraid ruhi daughter is there for you. And remember it's your dream right to study in Canada. Don't cry han, i will always call you ok." Mumma said while hugging me tightly it's like that she also don't want me to go away from her.

"What's up everyo- what happened to Anam?" Dad asked seeing the sence infront of him made him sound curious.

"She is crying, telling she will not go cause she will miss as" i hear didi.

"Aww mere bacha, why are you crying, we will always call you, ok?" Dad said and i nodded my head.

We all did a family hug.

"Haha!! See your face is all red" didi said while laughing.

"Yes Ameena, she is looking a tomato" dad said to didi trying to change the atmosphere.

"Really that's what you think?" Is said with a fake upset face.

"Um yes but a cute tomato" dad said and we all laughed.

"Let's take a picture everyone, let's secure this moment" dad said with a smile on his face.
He take out his phone and we all take a group selfie.

Me and didi make funny faces and dad too, mumma was just laughing see as.

I will surely will miss this all, i don't know how i will live without them so many years. A family where i get this much love and affection.
A home that i will be going after 4 years but i will achieve my dreams till then so let's wait for the best.

I will Miss this, i will miss home.

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Tommorow is my flight to Canada. I hope everything go through what i have plan.
My plan is simple yet peaceful, living the dream of my life is what I always wanted and here i get it. And i want to live it on full.

I walked towards mumma and dad room and I hold the door knob-"please don't cry why are you so worried han? Ruhi and ruhi's daughter is there right, you only told. Then why are you take so much strees about this all? We will be calling her? you pray to allah about her safety and health" i hear dad saying, i can hear mumma crying and it breaks my heart to know her status like this.

"....I know but how can I not worry about her she is my daughter, the most i love and cherish, and i can't bring myself to let her go,........ i know it's her dream......and i will be proud of it if she achieve it but i am a mother i can't see my own child not with me even if it is for a day also"

By hearing that i left the knob and walked towards bathroom. To let my tears flow.

This is so hard i can't, i can't see my parents like this how wi-"Anam are you crying?" I hear didi from other side of the door. Oh shot i think she hear me.

"Um..n-o" my voice betrayal me by coming out wobbly.

"Anam! Come out now!" She really order me and i follow it.

Opening the door and she jumped on me, hugging me.

"Why are you crying han! Are you crazy!?" She said in strict tone.

"I..I just hear mumma saying that she don't want me to go and she was crying didi..i..i don't know what to do, don't want her to be like this at all."
As i said the tears making they way out flowing like it's has no end.

"Anam, why are you telling like this han? See mumma is a mother, she loves you and she is just emotional to leave her child but also as a mother she wants her child to be successful in life, achieve they dreams and be the one who proud them. Do you understand what i am trying to say?." Didi said while wipping my tears giving me a assuring smile that everything will be okay.

I nodded my head in positive.

She hugged me and i was thinking that i am ready and also not ready for this all yet.

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I am at the airport right now and waving goodbyes to my family.

Mumma seems really good if only i would think that, after listening to they conversation.

She really pretends that everything is good and alright!. She is a great pretender.

I am right now in waiting area. Waiting for my flight i mean like this is so boring i don't really get this, waiting for the flight, literally i am 4 hours early Cause I Live In Desi Family.

The time went by and i found myself in the passenger sit by the window in airplane.

I don't know how this trip is going to be, hope i live without troubles and problems.

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