The boy I must forget

First lesson with him

My alarm woke me up and made me jump from my bed. I looked at the time and saw that it wasn't late and I could still eat something before going to tutor my second student. I changed into outside clothes and brushed my teeth. I them ate some food and waited for the time to pass. I put on my shoes and threw a gum in my mouth before leaving my apartment to go to the park near my house where I was supposed to meet Heeseung in 30 minutes. I arrived at the place we said we'd meet and sat on a bench and pulled out my phone from my bag. I saw a notification from him and clicked on it as fast as I could.

This boy❤️

Hi, sorry, I'm going to be late, sorry, I'll text you when I leave my house.

That's fine, I didn't leave my house yet.

I answered him a lie and closed my phone to look at the water in front of me, it was dancing beautifully with the wind and the nature surrounding it. The movement of the water made me think of Heeseung when he dances, the way it moved smoothly was the same way that he could hypnotize me when he would dance. I watched the nature move with the wind, the leaves moving and some falling to the ground. I realized that winter was coming and I should probably put a coat on the nest time I decide to leave the house. I waited for an hour before I saw a figure making its way to me.

"Hi, sorry I'm late, my friends wanted help with something. I hope I didn't make you wait too long." He said to me when he arrived in front of me. "Don't worry, I arrived like 10 minutes ago." I lied and smiled at him. He returned the smile and held his hand in front of me, wanting to help me get up from the bench. I took his help and placed my hand in his to get up and stood in front of him in silence, not knowing what to say. "Would you like to start this lesson then?" He asked me. I nodded and he began to walk towards a little library. I followed him holding my bag in my arms and smiled like an idiot while he couldn't see me.

When we arrived in front of the library, he opened the door and signalled me to enter first. I smiled and walked inside the building while he held the door for me. He followed me and we walked to a table. I sat on the chair closer to the wall and waited for him to sit in front of me. He surprised me and sat beside me, I stared at him confused, students often sit in front of their teacher. "I learn better when sitting next to the person teaching me." Heeseung explained. I raised my eyebrows and nodded before taking the books from bag. I placed them in the desk and waited for him to put his notebook on the table. When he was ready, I began to explain to him the basic things in English while he watched my eyes and sometimes, shifted his eyes to my lips.

Because of the way he looked at me, it began to be difficult to explain things and when I could, I told him to do some exercises in his notebook. I took the time to calm down and look at what else I could teach him today. I also used this time to look at his concentrate beautiful face. I smiled looking at him, remembering the way he used to be when he was younger, the way he used to show me dances he learn with the same face he was making right now. I blinked for a little longer than usual and when I opened my eyes again, I saw his face tuned to me. "Are you okay, is something wrong? Do I have something on my face?" He asked me. I shook my head and laughed awkwardly trying to forget the thoughts that had just made their way to my brain. "Are you done with the thing?" I asked him.

He nodded and I took his notebook to look at his exercises. I took out a red pen out of my pencil case and started to make exes when he had made an error and checks when he didn't. When I finished grading his work, I passed it to him and placed my pen on the table. I looked at him while he checked the grade I gave him. I watched as his happy face turned into a neutral emotion and then a disappointed one. He placed the notebook on the desk and looked at me while sighing. "I'm sorry, I'm not good at this." He said. "It's okay, at least him helping you, you won't be making any mistake after I'm done with you." I told him with a proud face. He smiled and nodded.

We continued to work on his English until he got a call from his group, cutting our lesson short. He told me he was sorry that he had to go and that he would buy me food next time we would see each other. I nodded and he left the building in an hurry. I stayed a little to look for books to read but didn't find anything and decided to go home. When I arrived at home, I saw that Jacob had texted me, but I didn't want to deal with him and threw my phone on my bed. I took a shower and changed into comfortable clothes. I jumped on the couch and turned on the television, bored. I took my bag and checked what Heeseung had done today, a smile made its way to my lips remembering how beautiful he was today and I had to shake my head to keep the thought out of it.