The boy I must forget

A day like any other?

I still had days before I had to go back to university and I didn't know how to spend them. The first day, I spent it reading, the second one, I did cleaning and the third, I looked at the news about Enhypen. I was now on the fourth day and I was looking around my neighborhood to do something. I did find someone looking for a dog walker and I went to offer myself. After, I went back to my apartment and laid on the couch.

I turned on the tv and walked to the kitchen. Something was playing on the screen while I was making food and suddenly, a loud noise came from the hallway. I stopped what I was doing and turned off the sound of the tv. While walking to my front door, I heard the noise once more. I opened a little my door and looked outside. Nothing was there, so I opened my door completely. Like the previous seconds, nothing was in the hallway that could of made that loud sound. The only thing that I could see was a bag and an open door. It looked like someone was visiting a neighbour.

I walked back into my apartment and closed my door. I finished making my food and continued watching the tv. I didn't hear the sound after that. The day ended and I went to sleep without any disturbance. The next day, early in the morning, I had to take the dogs outside since the owners of the dogs accepted me as a dog walker. I changed into normal clothes, ate something and left. I walked to the house and knocked on the door. They answered and gave me their dogs and I left to the park. The dog park was really close and I could see that the dogs were excited.

When I arrived there, I sat on the ground and threw the ball as far as possible. The dogs ran for it and came back to me, putting the ball in front of me on the ground. I took it back and threw it once more and watched them ran for it again. I did this a little more and stopped when I saw that they were a little tired. They sat next to me and relaxed while I read a little. After some time, I took the dogs back to their house and went to the supermarket alone.

I bought groceries and went back to my apartment. I put them all in their places and turned on the tv for background noises. Just as the news on the screen began, a familiar face was shown. Heeseung. What was he doing on the news? I sat down on the couch and watched everything. The news was updating the viewers that he and the group was coming back the Seoul and that a rumour about Heeseung was making his fans worried. They didn't say what it was because of ads.

I waited for the ads to finished and the news to start again. When the news were back, they finally told the viewers the rumour. Heeseung was hurt and had to go to the hospital in Jeju island. It wasn't as bad I thought, but it was still bad. I was about to go to my room when they continued to talk about the rumour. "It was also said that his girlfriend went to see him at the hospital" this line made me turn around and stare at the television. He didn't have a girlfriend, did he? I thought that idols didn't date and was that kiss nothing to him?

A lot of questions were in my head at the same time and I couldn't think straight. I turned off the tv and jumped in my bed. I laid on the blanket and stared at the white ceiling. Every questions in my head was starting to become nothing and after a while of staring into nothing, no questions was left. They all disappeared from my head. Now, I couldn't think of anything even if I tried. Nothing would come to me and, to be honest, it didn't bother me at all. However, the feeling spread spread everywhere in my body, I felt like nothing.