Ja'Kiyia Miller
Me and my mom were on the porch eating crawfish, just watching everything. It was chill and I liked it.
My phone vibrated and it was a text from Katoria. Taylor really ain't want me talking to her but she already know what the deal is. I'm not about to drop her because she doesn't like her. Katoria was my friend before Taylor was my girl.
🐝ff💙- you wanna come out to eat with me tonight ?
I looked at my mom and saw she was almost finished with her half, so I knew she would be digging in mine soon.
"Can I go out to eat with Katoria, ma?"
"When? And you tell that girl she needs to come see me. I haven't saw her since y'all's prom. She want me to hurt her?" She said making me laugh.
"She said tonight, and okay I will." I said before texting her back that I could come.
🐝ff💙- alright, it's at Applebee's and come at 8
lol this a date?
🐝ff💙- yes bestfriend😊💓
I shook my head smiling and locked my phone back up and began to finish eating my half of crawfish. My mom reach her hand over and grabbed some.
"Ma!" I laughed as she just shrugged.
Jarret Hanson
"Bro, ya' girl slapped the shit outta me." I told Darren as we sat in his car in the parking lot of Applebee's waiting for 'Kiyia and Katoria to get here.
He laughed before saying something.
"Well, nigga, really you deserved that shit. That was some fucked up shit to do bro, foreal, and you ain't ever let me know that shit." He said and I sighed, knowing he was right.
"I'm here to fix the shit, nigga." I said copying him talking to Katoria's dad. He smacked his lips and laughed.
"That nigga might've been beatin' my ass, but he still don't put fear in me."
"I still can't believe you fought that big ass nigga." I said shaking my head.
"Had to show him I wasn't scared of him, plus I'm really feelin' that mean ass lil girl."
I nodded.
"You fucked her?"
"Nah, I can tell she ain't ready yet, but I did eat the pussy."
"What it taste like?"
"Nigga! Get yo ass on! There they go right there." He said. I looked towards the side walk and saw them walking up laughing.
"Damn, my girl bad, ain't she man?"
"Hell yea, our girl bad."
"Bitch, shutup." He said and laughed.
"You gettin' out or what?"
"Nah, not yet. She gone text me and tell me when to come in." He nodded and turned his radio on while we waited.
Ja'Kiyia Miller
"So what y'all do after prom?" I asked eating a bacon and cheese covered fry. She looked off and smiled.
"Nothin' like you think. He just tasted me." She said and shrugged, trying to hide that big ass grin. I giggled and she tried to shush me.
"Speakin' of him, I miss him. Lemme text him right quick." She said and I nodded. I didn't mind. She texted something real quick and then locked it back.
"What you do after prom?" She asked and I sighed thinking about the headache Taylor gave me that night. She blew me up and was saying all type of shit over the phone.
"Girl, I couldn't even enjoy it. Tay think me and you onnat' with each other." I said and she scrunched her face up.
"Is that what that was about? Is she serious?" She asked. I nodded and she shook her head.
"That's crazy cause Ian never looked at you like that."
"Right, that's what I'm sayin'." I said throwing my hands up. She looked next to me and I followed her eyes to see Jarret in my face, again.
I looked back at Katoria and she gave me an apologetic smile.
"Sorry, but you guys need to talk and you know it 'Kiyia." She said and I shook my head.
"There's nothing I want to say to him."
"Okay, I get that, but I got a lot of shit to say to you." He said and I rolled my eyes. Katoria got up and slid in the booth with me and Jarret sat on the other side.
"I don't think this shit necessary, honestly." I said shrugging.
"Look, what I did back then was fucked up and I was just picking on you because you ain't have friends. I know, that's no excuse to do what I did but I promise you I had nothing to do with them other dudes doing the shit too. I was a lil boy back then and I'm so fucking sorry, man. I really am. I know I'm the reason you gay-"
My eyes started watering when he said that. He was. He was the only reason too. I thought that if that's how boys treat girls, I never want to be with one. They were all horrible to me, but once I got to high school, my mentality changed a little. Me being mature, I know that not all boys do shit like that to girls, but I've been focused on liking girls for so long, they're whom I'm attracted to.
"-and you might not believe this shit, but I like you Ja'Kiyia. All I want you to do is forgive me, honestly. I sound like a bitch so I'm asking that neither one of y'all repeat this shit, but I'm being real right now. Matter of fact, I think....I think I might love you and imma tell you something else. You always been on my mind since that day. I think about you all the fucking time. I always try to think what it'd be like if you weren't gay and if we were together and how happy I could make you-"
Darren came and got Katoria and she smacked her lips wanting to stay.
"-that girl or any girl can't make you feel like I can if you would just give me a chance, please, and I'm not asking you to tell me tonight 'cause I know I'm hittin' you with a lot of shit, but can you please tell me you'll think about it? Ja'Kiyia, fuck it, I love you." He said and I had tears going down my face. He took a deep breath and did something that I'd been waiting on him to do for a while now, as much as I hated to admit it. He came around and hugged me and I cried into his shirt. This is what I needed after all this time.
