His Little Vampire [BOOK SIX]

02.

**Jinx**

"I think it would be cute if the two of you ended up together." I heard Mina comment in class that morning.
My pencil nearly snapped in half before my eyes fell on the other.
"If you were a guy, I would have hit you for that comment." I told her.
Mina smiled softly.
"What's wrong with Dorian anyway?" She asked me.

I stared at the other.
"There's a lot, starting with how overbearing he is, he literally told me to go on one date with him." I frowned.
Mina's eyes grew wide with excitement.
"You should!"
"What? No way-"
"But why?" Mina whined looking at me.

"I know you don't like getting close to people, it took forever for you to get used to me and our friends, but you may actually enjoy yourself if you let your guard down around him. Dorian isn't a bad guy." She said with reassurance in her voice.
I frowned at her.
"I never said he was a bad guy Mina, it's.. just complicated, and I really don't want to go on a date with someone because that will only lead him into thinking there may be a chance." I sighed staring at my notes.

Mina's arms folded on her desk as she rested her head on top of them, looking at me.
"But what if you went and there was that chance that you also wanted him?" She questioned.
I frowned deeply.
"Let's just get off this topic, it's beginning to give me a headache." I replied looking away from the other to focus on my notes.
I received an annoyed huff in response before Mina resumed her own notes.
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"Pick up your legs when you run, Grimes!" Coach Donna barked at me as I ran track with the other guys.
I wasn't a runner.
Running reminded me of my past and I was sick of remembering my past.
And for some reason.
Omega just couldn't learn to let go of the past.
He kept bringing it up at random times.
He thought that I wanted to talk about it.

My legs felt heavy as I felt things growing blurry around me.
Shaking off the feeling, I pushed forward.

"Jinx! If you keep running away from me, it'll be a lot worse!" His voice roared as I ran down the hall, trying to catch my breath as I tried to get away from him.
Where was Kaiser?
Why did he leave me alone with that monster?
Why didn't he bring me with him and the others?
I was his soldier!
Not this creeps punching bag.

My blood was ice cold as I ran into the slaughter room, a place no pure mind was meant to be if they wanted to keep their innocence.
But thanks to that monster.
I was no longer innocent.
I was afraid of him.
I didn't want to be left alone with him.

There were limbs scattered around the room.
Cannibalism.
There were no more humans and because this was a clan of rogue vampires.
They fed off their own kind.
I fed off my own kind.

The smell of blood made my face flush red as I ran and hid in one of the empty boxes.
Trembling.
I wanted Kaiser.
He would put an end to this if he knew how I was being treated when he was away.
I was only twelve years old!

"Ohh Jinxy? I saw you run in here you little blood slut, if I find you before you come out of hiding, it'll be a whole lot worse." 
Speak up.
Threaten him with your brother's name.
It's always worked up until now!
Don't be such a scared little shit.

Turn your emotions off.

Fear struck me.
If I did that.
I would no longer feel anything.
I wouldn't be afraid.
But would that make Kaiser angry?
I didn't want to feel helpless.
I wanted to impress my brother.

Don't feel anything.
Turn them off.
Don't think about it.
Just--

"Found you, you little shit." Rogue's voice brought me back as my eyes met jet black eyes.
And without thinking.
My fangs pierced into the others neck.
Ripping and tearing at the others flesh as he yelled out in pain.
My nails dug deep into the other, holding him perfectly still.