solby one shots

It's Never To Late for hope (smut)

Colby's pov
Good morning sweetheart my mom said as I walked down the stairs to get breakfast "morning" I said being way to tiered at 5 in morning "today you have to clean the chickens" she said why me you promised I can drive the lawn mower today I said angerly "calm down okay you can after you done be quick then you can" why do I have to do everything here it's not fair I'm not a slave " I mumbled no your not but we are family so you have to help" yeah but I dident ask to be born here I would have definitely not choose here....colby she started "yeah yeah please save your air I know I don't have a word in here anyways I'm outside I said pissed walking outside I stommed to the chickens opening the door breathing for a sec *come on colby no animals can something for your mood * I let them run outside seeing my favorite chicken still inside it was a white hen with a few black spots like a dalmatian "hey speckle" I knee down petting her head "you are so lucky you just have to eat sleep and walk around" I said not knowing why I'm so pissed all the time probably my teen hormones or something I let her walk out to with me getting me a wheelbarrow and a shovel to clean that real quick I walked in the barn getting my stuff and the new sawdust and hay I walked back to the chicken coop wishing I had someone to help me sometimes but also being happy I'm alone and the man of the house since my dad just left for a younger chick I just cleaned all the stuff and put it in the wheelbarrow and putting the new bedding in I closed the main door and walked to the compost putting it on top walking back to the barn being excited I can drive the mower now that's the only think I love to do here "colby come inside for a sec" my mom yelled making me groan I walked back to the house going inside "yes mom I was about to mow the lawn" I said "you can do that in a sec but I want to talk to you for a sec so can you please sit down" she said making me curious so I sit down looking at her " please listen to me first before you say something okay it is important to me you know that I bin in the Forster parent system for years and they called me 30 min ago and have a boy who needs a fam" wow wow wow you are not just letting a stranger to us " I said" colby let me finish he is 16 years old and both his parents died in an accident and is alone now how do you expect me to say no to that "she said" oh easy just say no " I snapped" colby stop being so selfish and mean he lost his parents " .. Yes I heared but if you want to be sad for every person who is loosing someone everyday you will be sad until you die and it's not my fault they died"..... Colby stop that do you even listen to yourself how can you be so heartless she said looking at me " mom that is life you can't help everyone the world is and forever will be bad and did you even think about me or what I feel or think or even what if we don't like each other mhmm bc you definitely can't force people to like each other just bc you helped someone "I ask her" yes colby I thought about all of that and you know that you are always my son and I love you most but I want to help. Someone who lost anyone okay so if you guys are really not get along then get separate ways he has his room you have yours but maybe you do like him I mean you don't even know him yet she finished "yes and that will stay that way you have your life opinions and decisions but I have to and I don't want anything to with anyone just because I have to, and can I go back to work now" I ask she just nodded with a sigh I stood up walking back out and to the barn going on the mower and drove out trying to clear my mind *of course I understand her perspective but of course nobody is trying to understand me * I thought driving to the pretty big space I had to mow just looking in frond of me looking at the house and barn and all the land I should be grateful but it's still not fair to me that I don't have a say in anything ever, my mom comes tells me what where doing tells me how important it is to her and that's it just bc I'm only almost 17 or her kid doesn't mean I don't have feelings opinions or thoughts but I guess children never have bc what do we know,the next 2h I was just mowing when I saw a car at our house seeing 2 people getting out my mom standing outside and they had bags,there is no way they come today already is she serious now I can't believe that no way in hell did she just knew that for 3h and he comes now but if she wants to play it like that fine I can to nobody talks to me the next few hours I make sure of that 1h later I was done bringing the mower back in the barn letting the door open so he can cool down when I saw my mom walk up to me with this boy he was shorter then me skinny and blonde I just pretended to not see them walking away to our fruit trees "calby come here right now" I hear my mom call but I couldn't care less,what does she wanne do give me away okay let's do it, I just continue to walk over the green grass to our trees when I came up I took 2 apples and walked a bit further just sitting down leaning on the tree and eating them no way in hell do I get there now to eat or talk or anything if I can't deside anything at least I can where I go and when I was just eating and looking in the sky I loved to look at the clouds the birds where singing,here was my favorite spot ever here and there I heard our chickens I really don't want to be a bitch like that but deciding everything just over my head and then tell me when it's almost time nah sorry if I don't have to say anything in her life then she has no saying in mine I might work here until I'm 18 and then I'm out finding a job I love and a place to life I love.