From Friends to Lovers?

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Colby's pov
Sammyyyy im back with more boxes "in my bedroom he called I walked in with 2 more boxes"what are you doing "I ask just looking through my stuff what I'm taking and not" that's good bc we don't fit in 20 boxes I laughed and you excited " I ask yeah very but it's also horrifying don't you think"yeah Sammy but you know we can do anything together right "making him nod I know but I'm still scared la is another world what if we don't make it or what if for some outrageous reason we are no longer friends" Sammy are you serious that will never happen never nobody could get me enough or pay me enough you are my nr one always " making him blush looking down wait is he blushing nah that can't be" thank you colby you are the best he came over hugging me " we got this Sammy we always have and we always will the most annoying is the 3 day drive I tell you now the sleeping won't be comfortable so bring a blanket or pillow or something I know I definitely will and some snacks" he said making me chuckle "so when do you wanne leave what would you say" I ask I would say very early in the morning that we are not stuck in traffic " okay so 5-6 yeah I would say 5.... so we finish packing and bring it down to the car at least the big stuff and then we sleep for a bit and drive off I nodded looking around but you believe we make the right decision yeah" I ask "to move away definitely what will you ever do here" I nodded "I bring the first 3 down then and you finish here yeah" thank you colby but when you need help call me yeah he said putting all the stuff in a box that was left I grabbed 2 and walked to the front door and out to my car putting the boxes in the trunk walking back taking the other one with the 2 gib bags and putt them in as well looking around for a sec thinking about how long I was here I walked back inside taking off my shirt tucking it on my pants it's so hot out I walked back in seeing sam closing the boxes when he looked up he looked at my chest fir a sec before looking up did he looked at my body nah I have to make that up "ready" I ask yes all done the rest my parents will come and take some or bring the other stuff away " I nodded" alright then I bring them to the car taking them carrieng them out and in the car wow there is no more room at all I walked but back in seeing sam in the kitchen with some bread and stuff "what are you doing" I making us sandwiches and snakes for the road I don't think we always wanne stop to eat right " yeah we have to empty anything anyway or it will get bad here and I will look up every room just in case" alright but it's already 9 so we should go to bed soon " he said yeah I know but the rooms are empty so we should have anything and you sure it's okay to sleep in one bed" I ask yeah that's totally fine we're best friends " I nodded walking in the reim seeing same puts everything in the fridge I walked over getting ne a Glas of water" go ahead I just take some water he nodded walking off I took a Glas and put some water in turning the lights off before walking walking in the bedroom seeing sam in bed already with his pents off and an oversized shirt like always I put my Glas down going on the side to the wall bc I know he always wants to be on the side to the door I laid down on my back looking up " what are you thinking about" he ask turning around " just the nostalgia you know I will like our new life and stuff but I mean you always have memories here right" of course you have but we will make many more in the chapter we make soon and we can still visit " I know it's not about the missing more like we where here our whole life we met here and became friends, school and everything we did I think that's always like that when you leave somewhere ha" yes it is and it's completely normal I get what your saying but like I said we will make new ones there and everywhere where you are will be home sorry I know it sounds cheesy but you are everything I want and need to be happy " making me smile" yes that was corny but feel the same Sammy I don't want to be anywhere without you but we should sleep for sure " making him not turning to the side he reached his hand back like always when we share a bed making me smile finding that so cute that he needs me close and it's always like that I take his hand in mine feeling him instantly relax making me happy that I make him feel safe good night sammy" good night colby " he said

Next morning
I woke up to sam softly whispering in my ear making me smile" colby wake up we want to leave "mhmmm I groaned pulling him on top of me in a hug feeling him tens up realizing what I just did letting him go" sorry Sammy I wasn't awake and my brain also it's okay colby I Wait in the kitchen get dressed " he said walking out why was he so tens I mean yes wo don't do that but also are best friends did I make him uncomfortable oh no I set up stretching before standing up and put my clothes on walking to the bathroom doing my business and my teeth turning off the lights one last time walking out to room turning around looking in the room before closing the door "you okay colby" I heared behind me "yeah I'm totally fine Sammy it's just I can't explain it" hearing him walk over taking my hand "Hey it's totally normal it's all the memories and that you of course be said now but that will pass when we have a new live and memories" I squeezed his hand a big nodding " I know it's just the whole I lived here all my life and stuff but I'm okay, you ready to leave" I ask yeah it's just the bag with the food and drinks left I nodded taking it putting on my shoes grabbing my keys sam opened the door walking out I turned around one last time feeling sad to be honest but I believe that's normal when you leave something behind you feeling a hand on my shoulder I nodded closing the door walking to the car putting the bag in the back seat walking to the driver seat "I would say we switch after 4-5h what do you think" I ask yeah that sounds fair ready " yeah let's go" I answered starting the car driving down the road that we will not see for a long time "is it stupid when I'm a bit scared" he ask I looked at him for a sec taking his hand "of course it's not stupid Sammy I'm scared to I mean it's an unknown future" making him nod "but we are friends for so many years now you know that we do everything together right we got this i even sleep under a bridge with you" i chuckled making him laugh " please don't there are probably so many little animals and stuff oh god" making me laugh " but if I can be completely honest here I'm more scared about what if you meet someone" he said "and?" I ask " I mean a gf wants time with you to amd a future and stuff I'm scared I end up alone" Sammy that will never happen no matter if you or I get a partner nobody will ever be more important then us okay I promise you it's you and me against the world no man or woman will ever be more important " I said seeing him smile in the corner of my eyes after 2h off driving sam probably got hungry leaning from his seat to the back searching for what he wants his ass almost in my face damn he has a thick ass *what the hell why do think that colby * I shook my head looking to the rode again he sitting back down having sandwiches and veggies in his hand "you hungry to Colbs" he ask making me smile I like this little pet names but only from him "yes I am can you feed me please" I ask I helt me up the sandwich making me take a bite waiting a bit before holding me a mini carrot on my mouth I took it slowly seeing sam looking at me in the corner of my eyes does sam seems weired since this morning or is that in my head "and the new landlord knows we are coming in 3 days right I don't want to stand bevor close doors" he ask bringing me out of my thoughts "yes he knows and also that we maybe a bit later or earlier" okay that's good bc I don't think we can tell for sure how long I even think there will be a lot of traffic " I said while he was continuing eating after about 2h the first first traffic came now we are standing here for 45 min making me almost explode until I felt a hand on mine I looked at sam seeing him smile" it's okay we will be moving soon again " he whispered looking in my eyes who sparkled from the sunlight wow he has pretty eyes *what the hell colby* I let out a breath relaxing a bit feeling calm immediately smiling back at him I just intertwined our fingers like we often do I and placed it on my leg looking forward again looking in the corner of my eyes seeing him blushing? First the smiles and blushing the cuddling is there anything up with that I probably just overthink that for sure I mean we are are just very comfortable with each other what I'm very glad about I like holding his hand or hug him or that we can sleep in the same bed without feeling weird "colby" he whispered yes Sammy "can we please hold on the next opportunity I have to go really bad" he said looking very uncomfortable "why dident you say something sooner silly I don't want you to make in the car" I chuckled hearing what sounded like a giggle "I know but we only drove 6h and I dident wanted to hold in the first 5 min" I would say we drive to Stratford and make a breake there and get something to eat then you drive in to Ohio and we find a place there to sleep yeah "I ask sounds good to me how far is Stratford" he ask I would say 1,5 - 2h " he nodded looking at his for for I guess a place to stay the next 30 min were very quiet but it's never awkward with sam" can we please stop soon or I pee my pants " he said moving in his seat I drove on the parking spot from a mc donald and parked the car" go quick we meat inside " I said I nodded rushing out I shook my head leaning back for a second and stretch my arms I opend the door walking out locking it walking to the entrance of the mc Donalds in going in seeing sam waiting on the door" so what do you want " I ask mhmm I want a big Mac and some nugetts please" I nodded and Dr pepper " making him nod" you know me to well " he smiled looking in my eyes for a sec but somehow different or do I really go insane with all the things I noticed I shook my head" are you okay colby " he ask" yeah yeah I'm fine I think I'm just a bit tired from driving " I said I drive the last 2h then okay you chill a bit 6,5h is long anyway" I nodded walking up the lady to say her our order "hello what can I get for you" hello we take a Big Mac 20 chicken nugetts with sweet and sour and a dr pepper, and I take the same with water please, she nodded tipping that in we walked to a free table on the window sitting down sam just looked out the window "cute little city ha and the weather is also amazing today" he whispered yeah I think so to I just hope it won't rain or storm on the way to LA I hate rain when I'm driving " I told him" yeah I know and if then I drive it's no problem I'm just excited we actually doing it " yeah me to Sammy we dreamed of this for so long" I just really hope everything will be okay bc I don't want to go back for real" Sammy we won't go back even if social media won't work we will find a job there or have a new idea we always find something and we are not quiter "I know I'm just more scared then you, you know me" sam I'm scared to but we will make it we can do everything together right " he looked at me smiling when our food came" thank you " i said she nodded walking away me taking the drink first being so thirsty" btw I looked up places where it's might save to sleep "okay and did you found something" yeah there is little wood areas on the water I would find that better then just some parking place on a shop or something " he said making me nod" sounds amazing to me I answered eating my burger seeing sam on his phone I finished food taking Sam's with me throwing it away waring in the door for sam seeing him standing up I opend the door letting him out first before walking out and to the car I handed him the keys that he drives the rest for today I get in the passenger seat while sam gets in I take my phone to look around a bit what's new "hey you wanne get some snacks when we there before we're parking and sleep" he ask I looked at him his eyes on the road "yeah let's do that for sure you know I like food" I chuckled hearing him giggle or what sounded like that colby what the hell is wrong with you I have to imagine all these little things I never noticed before right of course I do I shook my head looking back down in my phone humming to the music in the radio 2h later I saw the sign on the street that we are there "the first 8h done" I said seeing him nod with a smile only 14 more then we are there " he da9d locking at me for a sec before looking back at the road 10 min later we came up on a supermarket and parked the car I stretched my arms up a bit feeling so stiff seeing sam look away real quick his cheeks a little bit red making me furrow my eyebrows "let's go I want a snack he called opening the door I shook my head closing the door walking up to sam as we walk in" what do you want " I ask I want strawberry's and some chips and you" chips sounds good and I need some water " yes me to" he said getting the fruit and other stuff 15 min later we where back in the car I don't need to be in there for longer I hate shopping me driving to the place bc sam has to tell me the way "the next one left" I nodded driving left after 2 miles right and then where almost there " he said.... and now left" he called seeing we really are at the water and there was a little parking place nobody was there that was good and I hope nobody comes here at night I park the car tuning it off I parked in the way back unter a tree "it's already 5 wow the sun sets in 1h" he said digging in the bag "yeah it probably looks so cool over the water" I answered taking a sip out of my water bottle he takes the chips and opend the bag eating while looking out the window the next 3h we just set there and talked or where in our phones it was so relaxing and fun I always felt the best and the most calm with sam "hey we probably should sleep soon I guess we want to start early right" making ne nod yeah definitely first I don't wanne stand here when probably people come and also with all the morning traffic " he nodded" so I have the blankets in the trunk you sleep in the back seat I sleep here " I tell him making him look at me" why me you can sleep in the back it's way more comfortable " Sammy I don't mind at all the front is as comfortable if I lay it back a bit it's okay go on take the blankets he mumbled something but got out the car and to the back opening it taking out 2 small pillows and the blankets we packed he closed it and got in the bag closing the door handing me mine " thank you Sammy" I said but before you close the doors I go pee real fast " he said going out again finding that a good idea going out as well seeing sam jump a bit" hey it's just me sorry if I scared you I just wanted to go as well before bed " it's okay you know I'm a little scardy cat" making me chuckle no your not your just a bit more sensitive to things but that's what I like about you amongst the 100 other things " I told him holding the door open for him to get in I get in my side closing and locking the doors I put the passenger side down so put your head to the other side yeah" I said he nodded placing his pillow down me doing the same when the seat was all the way down I laid down looking to the side out the window seeing the moon shining on the water "wow look at all the stars" he whispered"yeah it's beautiful here" I whispered back"good night colby sleep well" making me smile"good night Sammy sweet dreams wake me when you are up before me okay"I said"yes colby I will"he whispered turning to his side covering up with his blanket I just smiled tuning my head a bit looking out the window thinking about our new adventures hoping all goes well
I woke up to something moving around and noise I opend my eyes seeing it was still a bit dark but the sun was starting to come up "what are you doing I mumbled in my morning voice" I'm sorry if I woke you up I just need to go pee but dident wanne wake you " i pressed the unlock button from the car hearing sam sigh" thank you " he whispered almost running out the car making ne chuckle I slowly sit up rubbing my eyes and stretching my body 2 min later he came back putting away his sleeping stuff I get out walking to the trunk to get my toothbrush out and some water to at least brush my teeth seeing sam doing something on his phone I soon finished and packet everything away closing the trunk getting back in the driver seat "you want to drive sam ask" yeah I'm okay after sleeping but I'm hungry let's get something to eat okay " can we get taco bell" he ask making me chuckle of course we can Sammy " I said looking in the corner of my eyes seeing him blushing again what's up with that or so I make him uncomfortable I looked back at the road while sam was still on his phone texting something but it's not my business 10 min later we got to taco bell happy they have one here I'm so hungry "can we go to the drive thru I don't want to go inside" he ask "of course Sammy anything your heart desires" I said seeing him looking down with a small smile I drove to the think where I talk in to that's the inky think enjoying "what do you want Sammy" the bowl please with everything but extra soure cream " I nodded with a smile telling the lady we take that 2 times... After we got our food I drove to the way back of the parking lot that we can eat while I was eating he texted again but it was still not my business but somehow did I wanted to know who this was but why he can do whatever he wants right colby stop I shook my head continuing to eat "hey I go in real quick I have to pee so bad" he said looking at me "do you want me to with you" no colby it's okay I be quick " he said getting out leaving his phone on the seat seeing him walking quickly in tacobell I just finished my food when Sam's phone lid up seeing a text from Tara being relieved it was just his best friend besides me *why did you think that colby * seeing the text "and did you tell him yet" making me super curious tell who and who is him questions over questions running in my brain now what does that mean and is that a good or bad did you tell him but I won't just ask him that of course because I'm not even supposed to read his massages or look at his phone and I technically dident it lid up and showed the massage but now I'm so curious what that means I jumped a little when dam opend the car door getting in me pretending real quick to cleany stuff and putting anything in the bag " better now" I said with a chuckle "yeah much better now we can leave I want to be there tomorrow I don't wanne be in a car for 5 days" he said "so you don't like being with me" I answered making a fake pount face making him giggle *did I never realized he did or did he just started that since when does he giggle * I thought to myself "oh btw you got a massage I just heard it" I said he nodded taking his phone while I parked out and on our way to drive another 8h or something still thinking about the text did sam met someone new but he would have told me right and also why does he need someone but mostly why do I think that if he finds someone I be happy for him I was just driving while singing to the music lost in thoughts not realizing that sam has called me a few time just realizing when I feel a little push "colby" mhmm what " I said jumping out of it" are you okay I dident say a word in the last 3h and you seem very in thoughts " I looked at him for a sec he looked very worried" yes sam I'm fine I'm just in LA already " I lied with a chuckle" are you sure Colbs you know you can talk to me " he said softly making me feel horrible about lying but I won't say anything" yes Sammy I'm okay I just think like you sometimes hoping everything will be okay with us the job the apartment you know " hey everything will be okay he said placing his hand on my leg" you know we got this together " I know I'm just scared what happens when we maybe fall out bc of any reason" hey don't think about that at all colby I will never leave ans will never let anything come between us nothing will every be as important as you and our friendship okay "I know sam and you know I think the exact same but do you know what's in the next few years and at some foint we probably have partners and kids or something I guess I just don't want the time to go by" I said wondering why I think that deep "yes colby I completely understand what you are saying I also want everything we have and do now forever but also of course we we get older and have someone probably but I promise you, you will alsways be my best friend and very very important to me nomatter can get me away from you and if then there not the right ones anyway "he said" without wanting to sound stupid I just can't loss you, you know you are so important to me I know I sound like a pussy but it's true I can't live without you " i told him honest seeing the blush on his face again" you don't sound weird or like a pussy you know I really appreciate how honest you are and I feel the same I never want to live without you you don't have to be a couple or something to love and need each other right " he said I placed my hand softly on his looking at him seeing the blush got darker wondering if I make him uncomfortable" no you don't have to I love my best friend and if someone find that strange it's there probably it's probably not the same as romantic love but still " seeing him looking down with a smile on his lips I looked back at the road my hand still placed on his while he looked back at his phone again" so I looked it up if we drive the same we should stop at Richfield today it's a small town it's better for sleeping somewhere " he said okay and how far is it from here" I ask 5h but I guess we eat something or get something to eat right "of course we do but if it's okay I would get something for on the way I want to drive as that we have a bit time there to relax then" yeah that's totally fine with me we also have to go to the gas station soon " making me look at the car seeing it's almost red" I at the next one I stop " that's good I have to pee again in 10 miles there is a gas station with a supermarket close by" he said looking at his phone "okay then we do that tell me where to go before".... And now right and a bit straight " he said is there something like a bit straight" I chuckled pushing his a bit "your so stupid" he giggled and besides that yes you can be bi so it's technically a bit straight " making me shake my head seeing the parking lot driving to it and parking the car" you go and I fill the tank " I said making him nod we both going out the car while a was filling the tank i heard some noises bit dident pay much attention to it until I heard calls for help but muffled I tried to make out the direction when I realized it was from the.. SAMMM I left everything sprinting to the bathroom ripping of the doors seeing sam laying on the ground with some sweaty dirty galuy sitting on him ripping on his clothes I grabbed his shirt on his back yanking his to the wall with all the anger I had heading the loudest bang but I dident care at all sam immediately jumped in to my arms while I kneed down sobbing "it's okay - it's okay I got you come on let's leave" I whispered pulling him up caring him in my arms he he gripped in to me so hard I was still so angry that this happened I brought him to the car wanting to set him down but he wouldn't let me go "Sammy let me sit you down" I whispered but he just sobbed louder "shhhhh no it's okay - it's okay" I said sitting down first closing and locking the door him on my lab now "shhhhh it's okay Sammy you are save you are with me now you are okay I took his hand laying it flat on my chest that he could feel my heartbeat he gripped my shirt ony back so hard scratching me making me goosebumps *what the hell* Sammy are you hurt " I whispered he shook his head making me a little relieved I looked to the side seeing the water bottle taking it" hey honey drink some " I said without thinking realizing what I said when he looked at me" I'm really sorry I don't know where this came frome " it's okay" he mumbled taking the water drinking some laying back on my chest making me feel so warm and calm he places his head to the side breathing in my neck softly giving me chills but I dident care how that looked or anything I wrapped my arms around him to make my best friend feel better thats all I care about if he needs me he needs me "shhh your save Sammy everything is okay" i whispered running my fingers softly over his back feeling him relax making me happy he feels save with me "I was so scared colby" he mumbled "I know honey" I said knowing he likes that not in a weird way "but your okay now I always keep you save I promise" feeling him smile against my neck und his face got hot what is with all the blushing and giggles and pet names do I miss something or am I thinking to much in to that I mean we where always close I mean not as close as now but I don't think if it's Weird at the moment I just want to help him and when he wants to hug me then that's totally fine "you feel better Sammy" he nodded softly his hold still tight "but now I don't want to go anywhere alone anymore" he mumbled "hey its okay I come with you and over some time it gets better don't let that effect you to much or you get mental problems" I know and I'm sorry if I make you uncomfortable I just need... " hey never say that Sammy you can never make me uncomfortable Okay I do anything that makes you happy or helps you don't worrie okay" I said holding him a bit more "I was just so shocked you know" I know sam everything is okay I mean we don't cuddle or have sex it's just a hug " I chuckled hearing him giggle again liking that sound strangerly is that weird I guess so" I'm hungry colby" he mumbled with a smile making me laugh " then let's go in and get something yeah" but you coming with right " of course iam Sammy let's go" he opend the door going out waiting for me his legs shaking a bit "you sure you Okay" I ask "yeah I'm just a bit shook still" I nodded taking his hand mindlessly just wanting him save seeing him looking down smiling we walk in the shop he goes directly to the fruit to get 2 bananas "I don't know what else I want" he looked at me with a pount on his lips making me chuckle "mhmm let me think what about sushi" I ask omg yesss let's get some " he said happy dragging me making me laugh we both got some and also something to drink and some snacks" hey after we ate I'm driving the last 4 hour okay you need a rest " sam told me being not mad about that" that would be nice " I told him as we walk back out and to the car me going in the passenger seat closing the the door locking it after sam was in I took everything out the bag giving Sam's to him opening mine being so hungry" colby slow down nobody takes it from you " sam said" sorry I'm just so hungry you know me " yes I know but I still don't want you to choke" he laughed a bit taking his phone out after he got a text being curious but I don't say anything just eating "Tara said hey" he said looking at me "say hey from me back" I smiled finishing to eat "hey I'm going back in real quick I want a Dr pepper" he said let me come with you " I tell him it's okay colby Im going in the marked there are so many people I'm quick" he said jumping out making me smile I packed all my stuff in the empty bag when his phone got off again what he left on the seat seeing the text sam you have to tell him it eats you alive " making me more and more curious I tried to fight it but I took his phone opening the massages

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