solby one shots

Self-hate Part 1

Sam's pov
I was soooo excited for the Senior trip 5 days away in the mountains I can't wait I hope I get closer with some of them bc being alone for 5 days dident sound fun but in the 3 classes there are many nice guys and girls but others I never talked to I mean I'm not a person to bother anyone if they don't wanne talk or hang out that's fine"honey did you pack everything"my mom called from the stairs walking up"I hope so mostly warm clothes bc it will be cold then an extra blanket for the tent all my bathroom stuff phone and charger maybe I take some emergency stuff painkiller and so on she nodded I pack you something how long was it 6 days right"yes and tomorrow at 8 we all have to be there "i groaned a bit"hey you stand up this early everyday "yeah I know that's the problem and also I'm a bit scared that nobody will do anything with me you know"don't be silly sam everyone who gets to know you or already know you likes you, you are so sweet and kind just be nice to others young man I don't want complains about you "yes mom I know, but you know me I'm never a bully or something" I know but there are people out there who testing the limits "I know mom and I just walk away from that"she smiled nodding now go to bed that your up tomorrow I put the emergency bag in your suitcase "thanks mom" I said giving her a hug before walking to the bed she turns off the lights and closed the door I lay down butting my phone on charge covering up I closed my eyes thinking about the amazing time I will have hopefully.....

Next morning

I woke up to my alarm going off I turned him off sitting up excited for the first time since forever to do something else then school I jumped up going in to the bathroom to shower and chance real quick... When I was done I brushed my teeth and made my hair I walked out taking my phone charger putting the charger in my suitcase along with my headphones walking out off my room carrying my suitcase down "good morning honey someone is excited ha" she said smiling "omg yes finally seeing something different"btw I made you a little bag with snacks you can put it in your backpack "thank you mom" I said eating a poptart real quick wanting to go when I was done I put my jacket on and my shoes walking out waiting on my mom I walked out waiting in the car to put my suitcase and get in myself waiting impatiently on my mom when she finally got in "come on come on or where late" sam calm down the bus leaves in 30 min "she laughed driving of the 10 min to the school when we finally got there I saw 5 busses and sooooooo many kids crazy my mom stopped the car and helped me get my stuff"bye honey have fun "she said said before I walked off walking to where I see my teacher" so listen please everyone quit "Mr mayer said the Class from Mr Town and Mrs Williams are in bus 1 the class from Mrs Willson and Mrs sanders in bus 2 and the class of Mr tylor and Mrs Leroy in 3 all kids got on there busses after that me sitting in the middle bc all the"cool" kids sitting in the back but I don't care at all where I sit soon everyone was in getting out my phone when I heard someone being name called over and over" hey tiny Billy, what's up little Joe " they said pocking a boy in the back and head he was just looking down feeling so bad why are people so horrible"hey can I sit with you "a girl ask but I knew her a little"yeah sure "I smiled making room" you excited "she ask" omg yes I hope it will be amazing"she nodded" Mr brock please come to me and you guys stop or you leave the bus don't test me "Mrs Wilson called seeing him walk up the her sitting down" I hate bully's " I mumbled angry" me to they do everyday to him I'm in class with them it all started 4 weeks again since then they don't leave him alone" I looked at her mad and sad" what is his name " colby he was so nice and sweet and friendly to everyone since then he is silent and sad and never leaves the class in school" I looked up at him his head down and headphones on "do you know what happened" she shook her head no "maybe I can try to be his friend" I mean you can try but he doesn't talk to anyone and when you talk to him he walks away I think he is really heart broken and sad but if you have very very good patients then maybe yes " I just can't look at it and not try something you know" you are the exact as he normally is it's so horrible what people can do to others and chance there whole live for something they just find funny it's disgusting " she said I nodded looking back at him he still dident move at all head down and headphones in I felt so sorry for him that he believes whatever they said or did if I where a more revengeful person I would show them there own medicine I tell you,the next 3h I was trying to listen to musik or do something on my phone but I caught myself looking at colby every 5 min I couldn't help put feel bad for him I do want to help him and be friends another 20 min and we arrived at the parking spot of the camping place "listen up everyone before you leave you are in section 1 it's all the way to the right everyone seared for a camp partner the tents is for 2 people and no fights over it" they all groaned and walked out the bus to get there suitcases and bags "miss I won't get another person to share with me" I heard a quit voice looking up seeing colby I immediately walked up to them "I will room with you if that's okay" he looked up for a sec making me shocked how blue is eyes where damnn the teacher smiled "I would like that very much the teacher said sam is a really nice sweet person colby and you know you come immediately to me if someone bully's you" yes Mrs willson " he mumbled walking out the bus getting his suitcase and I get mine the teacher standing there to watch we walked to the place seeing at least 15 tents colby walks to the one all the way back at the end understanding that completely"