solby one shots

Homeless romance (ingl Smut) Part1

Sam's pov
I walked in to school like everyday its a, hell place but also amazing not having to be home my whole fam is crazy christan and all these prayers and talks and church I have no saying at all if I like it or not I mean yes I believe in God but can I please make my own choices what I want to do and not I walked in to the bathroom sitting in a Stall waiting for the lesson to start that I can walk to the library where I have my peace yes I know you all would say what are you doing go to class but who cares I don't want stress at home and in school so I relax when I'm here my parents don't care about me anyways after 5 min the bell rang I waited 2 more min before walking out and to the library walking in the way back sitting down I open my bag getting out my favorite book at the moment where a prince saves a man and makes him his husband I wish I had this one day just being happy and careless with the love off my life and the life I choose to have I mean I prepare for my future anyways I have a savings account for when I move out and I truly can't wait only 1 year and 4 months until I'm 18 I opened my book and began to read if only book stories could be real I was sitting there for at least 2h until I heard the people run in the cafeteria to get lunch but I just pulled out my sandwich I took this morning eating it just looking out the window the sun was shining and people where laughing and messing around what do I do now I don't have any interest in going to a lesson today I probably just wait and walk out and to my favorite spot until I go back home and sit around in my room I packed up my trash and my book zipping up my bag hearing the bell go off being happy I can leave now without 200 people seeing me I mean I wouldn't care but I also don't need teachers or my parents to tell me all the it's so important stuff and it will help me later bla bla I slowly walked to the door opening it walking out and to the front door just leaving I walked over the street besides the school along the sidewalk to the sunflower field I always bin it's so beautiful and quiet there I just love it I walked about 10 min until I walked on the little field walk, all the flowers and the sun was shining it looked so incredible peaceful here I walked a bit further until I walked in the field sitting down on a spot where no flower where I closed my eyes listening to the slide wind and the birds singing I looked up letting the sun hit my face smiling slightly I loved it here so much it was so incredible peaceful I leaned back just looking up at the sky when all of the sudden my phone got of making me jump who the hell is that I pulled it out of my pocket looking at it

Mom:come home right now

Samuel: why what's wrong

Mom:don't ask come home right now

that dosent sound good at all it makes my heart beats faster for some reason she also would never tell me to leave school something has to be super bad oh god either someone is dead or in so much trouble I stood up dusting off my clothes putting my bag on walking out the field and along the little path back to the street walking along houses the 10 min to my house being really nervous what's going on soon I come up to the house wanting to pull out my keys when the door swung open before I could react I was pulled in by my dad and slemmt in the ground "what's going on"I said being scared and hurt " shut your damn mouth my dad said slamming his leg in my stomach" no kid of mine is a fag you understand " he kicked again making me groan" you really want to bring shame over your family ha we are Christian and dont allow this he slepps me in the face "I don't know what demon got in to you but your mom makes you a doctor appointment to fix this until then I don't wanne see your face he slepps me again before walking off to the kitchen I stand up slowly being in pain I looked at my mom before walking to my room I closed the door seeing my diary ripped on my floor now knowing where this came from my brother of course he did, but I'm not staying here after this definitely not I waiting for them to go to bed just packing what I really need and leave I no longer have a family probably never did anyway hurting there own children and thinking I'm sick for not loving who they love that is disgusting I got in my wordrope getting out my tiny little box from the way back getting out my ID and card for my savings account I don't know where I was going but nothing can be worse then here at least I think so I just sat down on my bed still shocked not believing what just happened yes they yelled at me often but laying hands on me never and I really thought my dad was the nicest one of all of them but I guess you can be more then wrong but I'm not living here anymore amd I'm certainly not go to a doctor who "Heals my sexuality" I walked back to my wordrope taking out my travel bag butting in all my underwear and socks bc that's small and you need that most then packed shirts and my sweats and hoodie i put in my laptop and charger as well as my phone charger I put my ID, and bank card in the front to not loos them all the stuff for the bathroom I have to buy new bc I won't walk to the bathroom now that's for sure I look around if I need anything else what's important I grapped my important paperwork like birth certificate and stuff and the last think is my little elephant stuffy I got from my grandma years ago I zipped my bag up and but it in the wardrobe for now in case they walk in and see them I never have the chance to leave ever again I sit back down pulling out my phone looking for motels in the next city over bc I won't stay close to here I'm not crazy bc I'm sure they will search there of course I found on sunflower motel for 48 a night and the room looks okay I book it for 3 nights for now I have to see how much is in my saving account and then I have to think about something real quick where to live but everything is better then here I even sleep in a zoo by the lions if I have to I turned my phone off putting it in my pocket lifting up my night stand taking the envelope counting okay it's still 130 good nobody found it I put it in pocket to,standing up going to the window just looking out it's so nice and beautiful out people laughing dogs barking this is my last view of this neighborhood I saw for my whole live but the memories are not good anyways I walked back to my bed sitting down just waiting and thinking how my live will be from here on out but with my luck probably horrible I bet I definitely have to find work and then have to save for a apartment and I'm sure my chances to get one is the best in small city's where it dosent cost a fortune by now I was just watching YouTube videos and charging my phone when I heard a door close being pretty sure it was my parents I looked at the time 9:45 yap definitely my parents I stand up walking to the window looking outside my brothers car wasn't there so he is gone great so I took my phone and ordert a uber to the school that's far enough for not seeing me he is there in 25 min great so I wait 10 min then climb out my window and of I am quickly I get to school in 6-7 min...... After 10 min I opend the window trowing my bag to the ground first looking around my room one last time knowing I never seeing it again being happy but also sad bc it's my room for the last 17 years I climbed down the house on the tree jumping the last little bit taking my bag walking off as fast as I could almost running that no one will see me after 6 min I got to the school just hiding behind a tree a bit just in case someone walks by or something 5 min later the uber came and I hurried to it and got in "good afternoon" he nodded as we drive off while giving him the address the drive is 10 min I can't believe I'm dou g it and I did it I was so happy but also so terrified at the same time not knowing what will happen in the next few days I was just looking out the window not remembering when I was outside at night the last time,10 min later we got to the motel I gave the man his money and took my bag with all my life inside or what's left of it I walked to the desk"good evening"a nice older lady greeted me"good evening ma'am I booked a room"I said smiling"yes room 10 just up the stairs the last room if you need anything let me know"she said handing me my keys thank you ma'am have a good night "I said walking off and up the stair to the last room I opend the door turning on the light closing and locking the door looking around,wow it's bigger then my room I put down my bag sitting down on the bed just breathing for a moment trying to process that I really did that but I know that I won't be free just like that they will definitely search for me and also do I have to try and get an apartment nomatter where or how small and a job and I will literally do anything to not have to go back I mean mental abuse is bad enough but to lay your hands on your kids it's unforgivable and they preach about being Christian I don't think they agree with abuse I just really wished I had anyone not because I could live there but to have someone you know who I could talk to I sid down on my bed with my back against the wall just scrolling through the internet for apartments OR people who looking for roommates I applied to as much as I could until I felt my eyes close every sec looking at the time it was already 3 making my eyes go big I stood up getting my charger out of my bag going back and just laying down I just put my phone on and covered up I hope I can sleep I have so much on my mind at the moment what I have to do after a long time I fell asleep finally