My Endgame

~9~

Khaothung pov:

Its been a week I last spend my time with First. He was busy with his relationships all the time that he forgot I was also one of them. He didn't even once looked back and tried to contact and i never expected him to do it. I mean why would he right?

"You'll know it's too near now right? I don't wanna go alone this time again!" Neo sulked clearly hinting mark besides him that he was clearly available for the prom partner.

"Even i don't have a partner. I wish we find the one soon" mark said sipping from his coffee.

Because of First's busy schedule with ohm, mark was left alone so neo asked him to hang out with us. Atleast that's what the reason he told us.

I sipped my coffee looking at both of them so clueless. Why were they so dumb? I smiled before asking "why don't you'll go with eachother?" I mean that's what they both were hinting me to do.

Their eyes went wide with a clear shine that said they're plan was successful.

"I-"

"What are you'll doing?" A sudden voice. A voice I was waiting to hear for a week now.

First took the seat besides me. The three of us looked at him like we had seen a ghost out of nowhere.

"What?" He asked when he saw us looking at him.

"So now you have time for us?" Mark asked, raising his eyebrows and folding his hands.

"I was preparing for ohm's birthday guys!" He said.

Preparing? Was he helping ohm for his birthday?

"So you all are invited by him tomorrow ok?" First exclaimed looking excited.

I gulped turning my attention towards my coffee. It was never so awkward with him but today it did felt a bit awkward maybe because of the distance now.

"You'll are coming right?" He asked making me turn towards him.
He was already looking at me like he was pleading me to come.

"I'm. I don't care about anything but the food. So I'm in." Neo exclaimed. This man would sell anything for food.

"I'm in too. I mean if ohm has invited we should go right?" Mark was so obvious he going because neo was.

The three of them turned their attention towards me for my answer now.
I gulped because of the tension.

"You are coming right?" First asked again. I wanted to deny but Ahh how could I deny.
I nodded.

"That's great! And what were you guys talking about?"

"Ohh yea. The prom." Mark said looking at neo, who was eating his food quitely.
They were so in love.
I wish...I wish I was that loveable.

I wasn't jealous. I was incredible happy for my friend but sometimes their love made me question why did First never feel in love with me. Was i that unloveable?

"Ohh yea the prom is in week!" First exclaimed. He was obviously going with ohm.

"Mark, are u goin-"
"I'm going with Neo." Mark said all of the sudden making neo choke on his food.

"I mean-how many more proms should I go alone so I just decided to go with neo. Khaothung suggest it." He said pointing at me which kinda made both me and First smile.

"And you. You are going with ohm right?" Mark asked making First's face to change.

"Ah- he- he has not yet asked me." He said making our face go 'what' in surprise.

"Yea he hasn't yet asked me. I don't even know if he wants to."
Was he joking?

"Aren't you guys boyfriends?" I finally spoke up.

"No-no we aren't. We just trying to test our chemistry right now. If it works then we'll be boyfriends. Ohm isn't looking for a relationship right now" he said looking at us showing his 'im ok' smile. And to be honest he looked ok. Or was i wrong in reading him?

"Leave about me" he turned to face me "what about you? whom are you going with?" First asked.

"I-"
I took a deep breath before continuing "I'm thinking of going with gun" I said making them look at me confused.

"He asked you?" Neo asked looking as shocked as others.

"Yea a few days ago. Through chats." I said trying to look as normal as possible.

"But you said you won't say yes right?" First asked slowly like i betrayed him by not telling him about it.

"You were the one who told me i should give it a try what if i hit a jackpot. So I'm giving it a try. Just like u always said what if gun is my end game." I said taking a bite of my food avoiding the eye contact.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked again.

"Because you weren't here. And i don't have to tell u everything right?" I sounded rude and mean but i didn't knew why.

First pov:

Was i gone for so long? That now that I look at khaothung he felt like a stranger.
He was accepting gun's promposal finally. So...why was I sad about it.
Why do i feel like I was betrayed when that wasn't the truth.
Maybe because my bestfriend for whom I was everything was now making someone else his everything.
But that was exactly what I did and khaothung wasn't really affected by it then...then why was i affected.

Shrugging that thoughts i thought about focusing on ohm. Was he even going to ask me for prom?
Ohm has been so good to me just like i imagined i wanted but still a part of me was missing. Still I was craving for something I don't know what.

Ohm always avoided questions about nanon when I asked something. He would often tell me ' "just like u don't wanna talk about you and khaothung. The same way i don't wanna talk about me and nanon" '
And that would just shut me up

Tbc.

Author's note
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