My Endgame

~11~

First pov

It was awkward sitting with nanon in one car but i wanted to reach at khaothung's home asap.

"So? Why did u leave so early?" I asked nanon not just because I was curious but also because i wanted to reduce the awkward moment.

"Ahh- nothing serious. I just thought it might be awkward for the current to be with the ex. But looks like the current is running away too." He said scanning me and then letting out a laugh.

"Current? Hey- I'm not his current. We're just great friends." I said making my side clear.

He looked confused. "Didn't u like him?"

"I did. But he doesn't. He never fell in love with me. And childhood love isn't that serious right? He always loved only one person in his life truly and i think it's quite visible in his eyes who it is."

I wanted to tell nanon that I will never want to come in between two people who were so in love with eachother.

But he didn't said anything instead his eyes were fixed on the road without any expressions.

"Why did u broke up with ohm?" I asked nanon making him gulp but not looking at me.

"It's not your buisness, kanaphan puitrakul." He said with cold eyes and voice.

"Ofc it isn't. But i can't see how much in love u both are. I'll not mend in your business but I'll tell u one thing there aren't more people like ohm and there aren't more people like nanon. You both won't find someone like eachother in this world. If someone takes him away from you like I was planning too." He looked at me and then back at the road.

"You will regret losing him forever. Remember that." I said.

"We're here." I looked forward and we were outside khaothung's house.
I stepped out of the car and looked at nanon "love makes you crazy nanon. Think about it."

"As crazy that it makes u forget that you were car sick." His statement made my eyes go wide. He was right. I was.... wasn't i car sick? But just because I was in hurry to meet khaothung i forgot about it.

"Think about it First." He said. Driving away leaving me behind dumb.

I looked forward at the house. Why was my heart beating so fast that it felt like it might pop out.

I shrugged my thoughts and pressed the bell. Once...twice.. thrice... And finally a half woken up khaothung opened the door.

"First? What are u doing here?" He asked rubbing his eyes and yawning.

"Are u not gonna let me in?" He slided aside making a way for me in.

"What are u doing her-"
"Why didn't you inform me you were sick? And no one's home again?"
His face changed as if he was no longer sleepy.

"You had ohm's party to attend-" did he really think a party was important more than his health?

"And?"
"And what? I didn't wanted to mend in be-"
"You aren't between anything khaothung. You are an important part of my life and nothing comes before you and your he-"
I stopped mid way when i realised what I was saying.
Khaothung was important more than anyone to me. More than ohm. Then...then why did I never thought of him?
I would do so many things for khaothung that i would never even think of doing it for ohm. Then why can khaothung become the love of my life.

"Ah- I'll-ill make some soup for you." I said making my way towards the kitchen trying my best to avoid khao's graze.

....

After I was done making the soup. I headed towards khaothung's room. Knocked on the door twice but when i heard no response i opened the door.
He was sleeping peacefully on the bed.

I scanned the room and it was quite Messy. I placed the soup on the table and started cleaning the room.

My eyes suddenly fell on study table. I walked towards it lifting the one and only photo frame on it.
It was mine and khaothung's photo. I gently traced my fingers on the frame.
A unknowing smile crept on my face.
This was the moment i realised. My endgame was khaothung the whole time.

How stupid I was to not realise that what I was looking for was always by my side. Looking at my smile in the frame made me realise that I had never been happy when i wasn't with him. No matter where I was i always wanted him by my side. No matter where I was i would always think of showing the view to khao. All my favourite things were always approved by him first before anyone else. I always needed him and I'll always need him.

"What are u doing?" A sleepy voice made me turn around.

"Ohh- your awake. That's great I've made some soup eat it before you sleep." I kept the frame down. Moving towards the bed and sitting on the corner.

I took the soup in my hands lifting the spoon i moved it infront of his face for him to eat.

"You know you should have not came here. I know how important ohm's birthday party is for yo-"

"Not more than you." I knew what I was saying. And I wanted Khaothung to know it too.

He didn't said a word but gulped and tighten his jaw. Was he nervous?
Did he even liked me back?

Tbc.

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