My Endgame

~26~

I was still standing on the same spot. First and his parents left 15 mins ago. But I was still in my place, processing...
What if our further isn't right. What if due to some reason first and i have to break up...this one break up can ruin his future and I will be the reason for this.

I was brought out of my thoughts when I felt a hand on my shoulders.

I turned, it was dad.

"Let's head in, it's cold here." I looked at my mom after hearing my dad's words. She gave me a small smile while nodding assuring me everything will be okay soon.

She walked upto me, cupped my face.

"Let's go in, i wanna hear how my son's first prom went...he finally went to prom with his boyfriend." She was smiling all along like nothing happened, like she didn't just got the news that her son was gay...no slight anger, fear, disappointed was seen...but i could only see a smile on their face...

I slowly walked inside the house with them, looking at the ground disappointed in myself about how wrong I was about my parents all along.

They had love, care for me it was just me who wasn't able to recognise it.

They were always far away from me but even that was for me...they never said no to me..gave me everything and for that they had to stay away, stay at the workplace, earn...for me.

Today i could see my mistakes...love isn't always shown but it's a feeling that we are supposed to feel and the distance made me doubt my own parents love.

Today, the idol parents which were First's parents are not with him, not supporting him but this two people who i thought were worst are standing besides me, supporting me.

I took a step inside the house, looked behind, at my parents.

"Mom, dad.." i wanted to scream thankyou and that today i realised I was doing wrong, I was sorry. I wanted to scream that I love them but no words came..

"I'll go upstairs and sleep, I'm tired." That's all came out. I looked at front going inside my room...

First's pov:

The car ride was silent, no one spoke a word. I was never so silent with my parents. After every pick-up, i remember telling them how fun my day went, and what all I did. But today no words.

Dad was driving the car looking at the road. He had his angry face on, like he was disappointed and will always be for having a son like me. Mom wasn't even looking at me..she was just staring out of the window like I just killed someone...like I just killed their son.

I was sitting at the back praying, "please make them accept me" I love maa and paa alot and i knew they loved me but then why this? Love should not have any conditions...when we love someone we accept them and love them for who they are..so why my parents were not accepting it.

I could understand the shock they got when they saw me and khao together. I could understand if they were angry because i didn't shared such a big secret with them but they were angry because I was gay...which wasn't even my fault.

For the first time in my life i was jealous, jealous of khao's parents.
Khao always said how he wished he had parents like mine...but for the first time i wish I had his parents..

As soon as we reached home I got out of the car walking inside the house...
I didn't once looked back and went towards my room...

"First." I heard my mom.. my legs stopped. Is she gonna say she's sorry for slapping me? Or is she gonna slap me once again?

I didn't looked back, i could sence the disappointed voice..I was holding my tears in..

"First, your breaking up with him tomorrow."

I took a deep breath and took a step forward towards my room without any word.

"For us.." I stopped again.

"Can't you even do that for your parents? Is that guy that important in your life?"

I turned around and looked at mom

"Yes, he is important and he isn't any that guy he is khaothung my boyfriend and no, I'm not breakup with him."

I looked back front and walked towards my room..I could hear mom's scream but now I couldn't care more about that.

Tbc-

Author note:
Author slayed? Nah, author's thinking about a sad ending BAHAHAHHAH...
just kidding..lol
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