"are you ok?" Khao looked up at first
"Are you really asking me this? This the question I'm supposed to ask you...are you okay first? Did something happened yesterday?"
The man infront of first was tensed...whole night all khaothung could think was of their future and that one truth he was hiding from first all along.
"Khao...khao I'm ok. And no nothing happened yesterday, everything will be fine ok?"
Khaothung gave a smile which first could recognise was fake.
First took khaothung's hand in his hand and put his head on khaothung's shoulder
"Khao.." he said softly
Khaothung hmm-ed in response
"No matter what happen can you promise me you won't leave me alone?"
Khaothung felt a lump in his throat that question made his eyes tears he knew even first had the same in his eyes
He wanted to speak but words were not finding their way out he tried to talk but no matter what his mouth was shut
He finally opened his mouth but all that came out was a hmm
"I love you khao" First said as he knew what khao was feeling
The air was filled with silence for few seconds
"I love you too maybe more.." khaothung finally said making first smile
"But I will never snatch a kid from a mother." The smile first had on his face dropped.
He removed his hand and looked at khao blank
"I'm sorry first but i think your parents aren't really happy...and continuing this will make them more mad...do u really think we will be happy like this?"
Khaothung just stared at first was a small smile which made first confuse
"You want us to end this? You are giving up on m-"
"No, i would never give up on you but I know how much your parents matter to you and you think it will be easy but I know how hard it will be for you to face you parents isn't it better if we-"
"No!? No it's not better..yes i love maa paa but I love you too and if it will be hard to see the disappointment on their face then it will be equally hard to not see you anymo-"
"No no I never said we'll be strangers...we were friends right? Always and you will always be my best friends why not continue it agai-"
First got up from the bed
"Hey! If you think you want to be my friend then think about it one more time how hard it was when you were actually my friend and I won't even be happy this time...I'll never ever be your friend again i love you and I'm ready to fight for the love if u can't tell me I'll fight for you too bu-" first gulped trying his best to hold back his tears before continuing "but don't even think about disappearing on me...i won't be able to live. Let's talk when you are in your right mind which i surely know you aren't right now because the khao who loved me will never give up on me."
First said leaving khaothung's house
As first left khao took a deep breath he finally let go of the tears he was holding for so long
"Your right first..your right the khao who loved you will never give up on you but the khao who loved you will never even want anything bad for you"
Khao said looking down at his phone where the display showed 2 messages which khao never told first about...
1. A message from First's mom: don't make first choose between his parents and you...
2. Your scholarship for ***** to newyork was accepted
"I'm sorry first but God showed me two paths and I think both results into losing you baby...I'm sorry"
He said caressing the picture of him and first on his lockscreen
Khaothung felt the door opening he closed his phone and looked up to find his mom standing
"Khao?" She came closer and sat on the bed
"Is everything ok baby?"
Khao nodded his head still looking down
"Khao, love is not always about letting go." She said making khao look at her
"Actually to be honest for me love is and was never about letting go"
"Mom, i don't understand what your trying to say but thanks for your help but i really don't need it."
"Don't sacrifice you love just to prove you love first... love isn't about letting go" she repeated making khao look at her again
"Love is about not letting go" she continued
Khao gulped knowing clearly what his mother was saying...he tried his best to hold his tears but finally busted
His mom came closer pulling him into a hug
"Its ok, everything will be ok. Your mom and dad are always here for you, my baby."
After few minutes khao finally stopped and backed off
"Why were you here? Is food ready? I'll be-"
"Its not your food time yet khao.." she said making khao look at the clock
"Ohh, why were you here then?"
"Ohh it's just i just saw my baby's baby leaving with tears so i came here to scold my baby and ans him why he made his baby cry but then I saw my baby cry here." She said acting serious and then smiled after finishing which made khao smile a bit
"I'll leave I have to cook. If you need anything or wanna talk call me I'm downstairs "
She got up and walked towards the door
"Mom!" Khaothung called
His mom looked back
"I love you" khaothung said making his mom's eyes go wide
But then she smiled...
"I love you more." She said leaving the room.
He smiled a little realising from where he got the habit of saying 'I love you more'
Tbc
Author's note
I wrote this part at almost 3 so i surely know there are mistakes so correct me if you find any and sorry for it
I will complete the story slowly
And i think this will be my last story because I'm kinda busy if I ever get time i might write short stories but maybe I'll be leaving Wattpad after this one so I hope you like this one
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My Endgame
RomanceKhaothung who was always in love with First how will their love find it's way if First already has someone else in his life.
