My Endgame

~28~

Its been a week khaothung decided not to meet first...
Whenever first tried to find khaothung
Khaothung would escape the place..

Whenever first went to khaothung's place his mom would tell him he wasn't home...first knew it was a lie...
Khaothung was at home because if he wasn't, his mom would have let him in and told first to wait until khaothung was home as she used to... but it wasn't the same...now she used to try her best to make first leave from the doorstep
And first could feel the guilt the mom was feeling...

"Is he gone?" Khaothung asked his mom

"Do you really don't wanna talk it out?"
His mom looked at him like she was pleading him to talk to first one last time

"I don't want him to choose"

"You can't decide for him, khao" khaothung's mom was frustrated

"I can see the pain in his eyes everytime I tell him you are not home..he knows you are home...he knows I'm lying to him whatever you are doing is wrong khao." Khaothung's mom finally let it out.

Khaothung looked at his mom with tears and those big dark eyes that were surrounded by dark circles.

"I know mom, i know...but I'm leaving this country soon...I have to...and even if first chose me what about it? I'm gonna leave him anyways..long distance would kill us mom...this is better, he will be sad for few days and then he'll be ok"

Khaothung's mom sat next to him hugging him

"You don't have to leave if u don't want to..."

"I have to mom..this is what I have dream of...this is my dream..this scholarship has always been on my mind..and..and first has always been in my heart.. I was not able to decide too until his parents messaged me that message made me realise that me leaving will make him sad but him leaving his family will always make me guilty even when I'll be happy with him." Khaothung let everything out that was inside

Khaothung's mom hugged him tighter patting his back slowly

"Its ok, everything will be okay." She said repeatedly

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"Where were you?" First's mom asked as he entered the house

"I went to find khaothung." First replied without even looking

"And? Did you find him? No right? He gave up..he ran away..you should stop stressing yourself too" his mom said continuing what she was doing

"He didn't ran away..he would never until someone tries to make him run away from me..." First said looking at his mom

His mom stopped and looked at him

"Do u think I told him? Do u think I texted him not to meet you?"

"I never said that...I guess you said it yourself"

His mom didn't spoke a word but was just looking at him

"Do u know mom what you did by sending that message? You didn't only told my boyfriend to stay away from me but always told my happiness to get the fuck out of my life"

"Words first." His mom screamed

"FUCK..YOU FUCKED MY HAPPINESS MOM, ARE YOU HAPPY? THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR SO MUCH LOVE." He screamed on her face walking back to his room

She stood there looking at the person that she wasn't recognising anymore that's was not her son anymore

"Do u really think what we're doing is not wrong" First's mom looked behind at her husband

"Ofc we're doing it for his own sake.."

"He is not happy.."

"Its just a small manipulation he'll get over it "

"Our son is not a kid. He knows exactly what he wants"

"You were on my side all this time what's with the sudden love for that khaothung kid?"

"I think i care about my kid more"

"You have gone crazy i hope u don't mendle in this then. I as a mother knows exactly what my kid should have"

"As a adult your child can decide what he wants in life"

Tbc

Author's note
I'm thinking of a one shot but idk if i should write it now or after this story 🤓
Hope you liked this one