"𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍" | 𝐊.𝐓𝐇✓

Chapter 5

Taehyung's pov (On the same night when he hung out with Jungkook, Jimin, Hoseok and Yoongi.) -

It's 2:30 a.m

I am lying on my bed sleepless remembering what Jungkook said tonight.

But you need someone to share everything, your pain and happiness, sorrow and joy, health and illness with someone at the end of the day.

At the end of the day, being alone will only make things worse and you already have your anger issues to make everything worse as it is.

someone needs to be there for you like the heartbeat is there for the heart.

I don't need anyone. Everyone just leaves at the end of the day. No one stays. No one asks you how your day was. No one.

I don't believe in all such dramas showing how much one person loves each other. How she looks at him or how she looks at her. I know that at the end of the day it's just all acting.

And why does everyone think I like Y/N? I just like one thing about her and that is me bothering her. I like bothering her and seeing her dumb face getting annoyed and pissed.

There is no way I'm doing whatever Jimin said.

"Always be nice to people"

"There is no one who becomes happy after hurting people. Never do that okay son?"

"Look at people in a positive way. There is always a positive side of every person."

"I want you to become a MAN Taehyung. A MAN."

My mother. Her words kept ringing in my ears. Why? I don't care if I hurt people but I never disobeyed my mother. And now that she is dead, it would be worse if I disobey her now.

"Should I stop bothering Y/N?" I asked myself.

"Hell no." I answered myself as well.

What am I even thinking?

"There will always be someone who will be there for you till the end."

"There is no one Eomma. You were wrong." I mumbled. "There will never be someone who will be there for me."

"Everyone will leave me just like you did." I mumbled. "Am I really that hard to be loved by someone?"

Thinking about all such things, I drifted off to my wonderland or shall I call it Hell.

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Y/N'pov[in the university, back to present]-

The last hour is going on. After this we'll be dismissed. That's when I remembered I have to help Taehyung with his assignment.

Why did I even agree on helping him. Who helps their enemy? But it's fine. Helping others is not that bad. Is it?

"Always help others, even those who caused you trouble. Good deeds will always come back to you Y/N"

My sister. I remembered her words and smiled a little.

"I wish you were here Aura. I don't like living all alone." I mumbled.

I had friends. Well not too many but enough to keep me company. But still I felt alone. All alone at the end of the day. Why? Who is it that I need?

I was pulled out of my thoughts by the sound of the dismissal bell.

Sudents started walking out. I looked over to Taehyung's place just to find him already staring at me. He looked away. Why does he always stare at me?

I shrugged.