"𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍" | 𝐊.𝐓𝐇✓

Chapter 6

Taehyung's pov-

It's 2 a.m.

I am working on my assignment. Never had I ever thought I would have to do all such assignments.

Though I liked studying and learning about new stuff, I really hated assignments.

I was writing about stuff when suddenly my mind started bombarding me with thoughts.

This is what always happens. Whenever I'm trying to concentrate on something or the other, all those traumatic moments keep coming back in my mind.

It happened years ago. But why can't I still keep a sound mind without thinking about all those horrible moments.

My head started hurting as hell.

"You are just like your mother. She was a slut and you, her son is just the same. A brat. A DAMN IDIOT."

"But it was he who did it appa-"

"SHUT UP! DON'T YOU DARE RAISE YOUR FINGER AT MY SON. HE IS AN ANGEL UNLIKE YOU."

"I SHOULD HAVE KILLED YOU AS WELL ALONG WITH YOUR DAMNED SLUTTY MOTHER"

Tears started falling from my eyes while my father slapped me hard across my face.

"Appa-"

"DON'T CALL ME THAT! CALL ME SIR. I am not your father. I don't claim such a fucking idiot like you as my son."

"YOU ARE A SHAME TO MY NAME. A SHAME DO YOU UNDERSTAND?"

"No, appa, I can be good. I am good. Please."

I was again slapped and my head was slammed against the rigid wall when everything became black as I lost my consciousness.

"I could do better" I mumbled without realising it.

Was I really such a bad son? But my mother never blamed me. She always said I was better than other children who never paid heed to their parents.

Did my mother lie? Did she?

I will never forgive my father for what he had done to my mother.

He should go to hell for- I couldn't complete my sentence remembering

"Never disobey your father. He is the man I loved. And I love you son. I don't want you to disrespect the person I loved."

"But Eomma, he's so rude and angry all the time. He hits you Eomma. I hate him."

"No matter what he does. I blame my fate for it son. It's my fault that I fell in LOVE with him."

"So Eomma, does love make us weak?"

"No. Love makes you stronger."

"How?"

"Love gives you happiness, strength, joy, and brings brightness in your life. But a FAILED LOVE gives you lessons."

"What is a FAILED LOVE?"

"When your love has failed you. When you have loved the wrong person."

"Never fall in love with the wrong person son. It will ruin you in ways you cannot even imagine. But never lose faith in love. There will always be a person who will love you unconditionally."

"Like I love you? Unconditionally?"

"Yes son"

I have failed you eomma. I lost it. I lost my faith in love. I'm rather scared of it. I'm scared of falling in love with someone. Someone wrong. Someone I'll regret falling for.