"𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍" | 𝐊.𝐓𝐇✓

Chapter 34

[The next day, Saturday]

It was 9 p.m.

Y/N rang the bell of her house.

The door opened revealing a beaming Sandra and a barking happy Leo.

Leo came running to Y/N while she patted him.

"Hello there, 'lil buddy" Y/N said patting Leo's head.

"Dinner's ready Y/N-ie" Sandra said.

"I'm not hungry, you eat. I'll eat after my friend comes." Y/N uttered. "You made her food as well right?"

"Yes." Sandra said.

Y/N nodded and went upstairs.

Han-Ja, she was going to visit Y/N after almost a month.

Y/N called her to say everything that happened last night in person, and also to have  kind of a girls' night.

Han-Ja was going to come after her work at probably 10 p.m.

Y/N came out of her washroom and checked the time, it was 9:30 p.m.

She went downstairs and closed the door after Sandra went out before waving her a 'bye'.

She sat on the couch before giving out a heavy sigh.

"So, will you not even miss me if I go far, far away?"

These words of Taehyung rang in her ears.

"Ugh! Get. Out. Of. My. Head." Y/N uttered to herself.

But the more she tried to shove off those words, they kept coming to her.

"Why am I even thinking so much about it." Y/N mumbled.

But every happy moment, every memorable moments, every bickering, fights she had with Taehyung kept flashing before her eyes while she stared at nothing in particular.

You miss him- Y/N's conscience sounded.

"I don't." Y/N uttered to herself.

But she knew she did. It's been almost 4 years since she hadn't talked to him, hadn't shared her thoughts, everything she could never express to others, hadn't listened to his little flirty lines, everything, everything she couldn't do now made her miss him even more.

But above all, she missed how they would bicker with each other.

As a matter of fact, people normally don't miss their enemies, do they? Then, why would Y/N miss him?

Why, indeed.

But the time they spent together, it had quality, a quality so different and unique.

The three whole years at University, they spent bickering with each other, slowly getting to know each other, telling each other their problems, thoughts, memories, almost everything without hesitating, had brought them closer without them even knowing it.

Are you really not coming back again? Won't you be here to listen to my blabberings again? Are you really gone? - Y/N thought unknowingly

Her thoughts were disturbed by the sound of the doorbell.

That must be Han-Ja.

Y/N went and opened the door revealing Han-Ja who came in and hugged Y/N.

"Yo bitch!"  Han-Ja said with excitement.

Y/N hummed.

"Match the fucking energy, ugh, for goodness' sake" Han-Ja said before rolling her eyes at Y/N.