"𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍" | 𝐊.𝐓𝐇✓

Chapter 8

Jungkook's pov-

It's 9 p.m

I was lying on my bed while a certain thought was eating me up.

She was uncomfortable. I shouldn't have said that. Why would I say that. But it wasn't my fault either. She really did look cute.

Ughhh. Why would you make her uncomfortable Jungkook? You damn idiot.

I think she hates me now. She probably thinks I am a creep or maybe a playboy who flirts with random girls.

Even if I had a chance, I probably lost it today.

I was angry and sad. It was my fault.

Han-Ja

The thought of her, her smiling face brought a smile on my face unknowingly.

She is the most beautiful soul I have seen. She has been my crush for 1 year 5 months now.

I have had a crush on her since the day I saw her on the day she joined the university but sadly she wasn't admitted to the class same as mine.

Though I haven't talked a lot with her, I still know few things about her like her favorite colour is black which is same as mine, her hobby, her preferences of food, places, things she likes, things she doesn't.

I'm totally crazy. Am I in love?

But the fact that it was one-sided, makes me feel helpless.

She'll never like me. I should probably go to sleep.

I was going to bed when ny stomach roared. I hadn't had my dinner.

Who cares. I don't feel like eating. I decided to just go to sleep.

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Han-ja's pov-

It's 10:00 p.m.

I started writing in my diary about my oh so special small moment.

Dear diary,

I am so happy! He called me a 'cutie' YES! Jungkook called me cutie.

Is it wrong if I think I might have a chance at him? Will it be really wrong to assume this?

I have had a crush on him for almost 1 year 5 months now. Do I not deserve one chance?

But how do I tell him? Or should I even tell him? What if he likes someone else?

What if it's one-sided?

This thought haunts me.

It hurts when I think that he'll never look at me the way I look at him.

But still I hope one day, one day I can call his arms  my home..

A teardrop fell on the page as I quickly rubbed it off my cheek.

Maybe I'm being too emotional.

"Haha. It's fine Han-Ja. You're fine." I consoled myself.

I lied down and soon drifted off to my dreamland thinking of a lot of things.

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Y/N pov-

It's 11 p.m.