"𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒍" | 𝐊.𝐓𝐇✓

Chapter 37

(A week or two later)

No-one's pov-

"I CAN'T, I JUST- I JUST CAN'T" Y/N yelled in frustration.

"Y/N, don't- it's going to be-" Han-Ja tried speaking but Y/N was raged out.

"Fine? IS THAT WHAT YOU want to say?" She tried not to shout but then again, one cannot always control it, can they?

"Has it been the same everyday?" Han-Ja asked.

"YES! It-s UGHHHH!" Y/N shouted and ran upstairs going into her room, slamming the door shut behind her.

Han-Ja ran behind her.

She banged on the door.

"Y/N! Er- open the door?" Han-Ja said.

"I'll come out when I feel like it. Don't bother about me. I'll be fine. You can go home if you want." Y/N said in her cold tone from inside the room.

"Listen bitch, I'm going to stand right here waiting for you. So, open the damn door" Han-Ja said.

There was no reply.

"Aish! This bitch" Han-Ja said before knocking again.

But neither would the door open nor would Y/N say anything.

Han-Ja decided to give her some space and went back downstairs to cook something delicious to make Y/N feel better.

(Meanwhile, inside the room)

Y/N stood in front of the mirror looking at herself.

She pointed at herself in the mirror before saying something.

"You, you are so pathetic, aren't you huh? Who told you to kill In-su? Who told you to kill him? WHO TOLD YOU TO KILL HIM HUHHHH??" Y/N growled at her reflection in the mirror before punching on the wall just beside it.

"WHO - punch - TOLD - punch - YOU - punch - TO - punch - KILL - punch - HIM???!" Y/N yelled taking her anger out.

Blood started pouring out of her knuckles but that didn't stop her now, did it?

She has been having the same dream everyday. Every fucking day.

The dream about Aura saying she hates Y/N for she was a murderer.

The dream about Aura not claiming Y/N as her sister.

Everyday, the same one. She has been frustrated at it. She can't stand her own sister saying she hates her.

It hurts her. It hurts her so bad, more than anything.

She loves Aura more than herself and couldn't stand Aura hating her.

It was the last thing Y/N would like to feel. She would rather die than having her sister hate her.

"UGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!WHYYYYY???!!! I DID NOTTTT WANT TO KILL HIM OR THEM! I D-DID N-NOT, P-PLEASE, I- I d-did-n't w-want t-to k-kill a-anybody, p-pl-ease d-don't h-hate m-me"  Y/N said before sitting down on the floor with her hands numb with the pain.

The pain due to so much puncing, she did not feel it, because it was nothing compared to the pain she was feeling inside.

"I- d-did-n't w-want t-to, p-pl-ease b-believe m-me, p-pl-ease" She said while choking on her own tears.

Y/N started feeling dizzy.

"H-han-ja" She spoke while she tried to get up but couldn't and her voice came out like a whisper.

"H-ha-n-ja" Her voice cracked and became a whisper.

She started seeing dots in front of her.

"N-no- H-han-ja!" She tried yelling but it was no help.