what's my fault?

chapter 3

I woke up in very mess condition, heavy breathing, tears  streaming down my face. I didn't saw my face in the mirror  but I bet my face will be red the way I was crying.
"it, it was a a dream." I try to state, it's more like convincing myself.

I looked around my room was draker, then before. I looked outside window, and realised  its raining heavily.
Till then my breathed become normal  as I wiped my tears from  my face and headed to washroom.

standing infront of the mirror. I looked at my reflection, my hair are in mess , eyes and  nose are turned red. I took deep breathe before washing my face.
After some minutes I left my washroom.

My eyes felt on clock which read 7:5pm. I hate this emotionless  feeling of  mine after crying.
I left my room in hope that my mom and brother will be back.
I soon entered hall only to get silence in return and I realised that they are not back yet.
I seat on the sofa waiting for them.
"I hope  he will be changed in this last years"this thought was coming in my mind.
Soon I heard some footsteps and I know they are here.
I stood up as footsteps sounds gets louder and louder
Soon two familiar figures appeared, my eyes meet with the pair of eyes filled with anger and hate rate.
" Mom I am going to my room and I don't want anyone to entered in my room."
He looked towards me and said
"I said "anyone" with that he felt.
I didn't realize that my eyes were filled with tears but I didn't let them fall.
" Mom, I am going to my room " I said without making eye contact with that I left.
"I am a strong girl " I keep telling to myself. "
Strong girl can cry sometimes right? If we cry then we are weak and if we don't cry then we are strong we always hear this right? But it is true?
I just walk to my mirror looking at my reflection.
I harshly wiped my tears of my face.
" I am going to change myself completely  I promise ".
I said to myself and also convinced that I will change myself.
"Selvina!  come downstairs, dinner is ready! "
My mom shouted from downstairs
In response I also shouted back.
" I am not hungry mom! I had eaten something already! "
I didn't get any response which means she had no problem with it.
I went to window and stood there for sometime.
Looking outside
Night Sky
It was not so clear sky but moon was half visible the only source of light was the moon.
This winds were blowing from everywhere is going to be changed tomorrow.
I hope that it will be good for all Or it will creat our life even worst? Who knows?

I hope you'll liked it. This will be continued in next chapter. Thanks for reading till here...........