Felix and Jisung arrived at the hospital and saw Lucus in a tattered state.. it was so sad to look at the most extroverted happy person lay on the bed covered with wound marks ... Jisung felt so guilty he could not get himself to enter the room .. felix pushed past him and sat next to Lucus creasing his hand making lucus to wake up ..
Lucus woke up slowly opening his eyes to the light and spotted Felix .. both gave each other a weak smile .. felix turned towards the door making lucus also see the same direction so that he spots a guilt filled Jisung at the door ..
Lucus gave a small nod asking Jisung to come in.. and Jisung did with a lot of hesitation in each step ... " its not your fault Ji ... stop blaming yourself ..." Lucus said in a low strangled voice... making Jisung feel even more worse triggering a series of 'I'm sorry's' from Jisung and 'not your fault Ji' from Lucus..
After few minutes Jisung calmed down and settled in the chair on the other side of the bed opposite Felix ... " this should not have happened ... i should have known i am being followed all the times ... i just am so so so stupid .. " Jisung covered his face with his hand in frustration
" No .. im the stupid one here ... " Lucus sounded defeated
" what do you mean .. ??" Felix asked suspecting there was more to the story
" We did not do anything ... " Lucus said with a slight pout
" what you guys did not .. bang bang ??? " Felix asked with over flooding curiosity
" nah .. that's why i am the stupid one .. i got beaten up even without pounding into this hot dude .. these many wounds are too many for just kissing him .... " Lucus said annoyed
" what ...then .. the hickey .. ???? " Felix ask looking at Jisung
" Yeah.. he pushed me so hard on the floor after i gave him that . apologies and left .. leaving me hard as fuck ..... " Lucus squinted his eyes trying to look angry but was failing miserably ..
" I said i was sorry .. " Jisung looked away .. feeling ashamed
" Wait .. wait wait ...... what am i missing here .... " Felix was now confused
" you did not tell him ??? " Lucus asked raising an eyebrow
" we --- we havent spoken in weeks ... Ji cut me off ...to keep me safe from his lover boy.. " felix said with a huge pout
" awww .. baby lixi ... come here .. " Lucus opened his arms to comfort Felix ... but his arm hurt so he retracted giving bigger pout
" Stop being so dramatic you two ... " Jisung said having seen them acting like 5 year olds in the past ..
" why didnt you let me fuck you ???? " Lucus ask too straight up .. making jisung shocked and felix jealous ..
" It just didnt feel right ... " Jisung replied making no eye contact
" what do you mean didnt feel right ??" Felix enquired
" i -- i --- ahhhh .. forget it ... " Jisung felt irked thinking about that ..
" Ji ... you can tell us .. what is bothering you ???" Lucus asked with genuine concern
" no .. its fine .. i .. i .. just dont want anyone getting hurt again because of me .. ummm... hope you feel better soon lucus and lix you take care of yourself okay .. " Jisung said while standing up about to leave
" hey ... hey .. hey .. Han Jisung .. hold you horses right there .. where the hell do you think you are going ????" Felix asked grabbing Jisung hand over lucus making the hurt boy wince in pain
" home ...." jisung said a small voice
" Ji ... i hope i am still your best friend ... please ... i beg for you to share you problems with me .. i feel so useless seeing you suffer alone .. " felix was almost at the verge of tears
" why dont you understand ... It will hurt till the day I die if anything happens to you lix .. please for god's sake ... stay away .. i will figure something out ... " Jisung trying to break free from Felix's strong grip
" Nope .. thats not happening ... " Felix was stubborn .. and Jisung knew its almost impossible to change once felix makes up his mind ..
" Sooooooo....whatever ... can you guys like move .. i am about to die ... " Lucus struggled under the weight of Jilix's hands on him ..
both looked at him and all three burst out laughing .. the whole sombre mood was suddenly light and they relaxed .. Jisung and Felix both sat down giving an apologetic look to Lucus to which he just rolled his eyes .. after some light talking ..
" I cant let this happen again .. i cant have people around me suffer because of me .. " Jisung said going back to his sad self
" so what do you plan on doing Ji " Felix asked
" i dont know ... " Jisung said dropping his head on the bed
" just say you have a boyfriend so leave me alone . " lucus suggested ..
" he is my stalker .. remember .. he know what toothpaste i use .. wont he know if i had a real boy friend ???" Jisung said uninterested
" what if .. umm .. just saying .. what if he is not that a bad guy .. he is just insecure of loosing you to any one else .. thus wants to make sure no one comes around you ??? " lucus said making both Jilix look at him but he continued ..." I dono about insecure ,,.. he is just mad obsessed .... i mean .. yeah... Ji is bloody beautiful .. somehow makes sense to me .. ... " lucus said seeming like he had put a lot of thought to his statement ...
"Lucus did he hurt you head ??" jisung asked looking sarcastically worried
" He isnt wrong about that thought .. " Felix nodded looking at Lucus ..
" you both have lost it completely ... " Jisung said now tired with how the conversation was going
" you dont see it Ji ... you are one of those very few people who are beautiful inside out .. you have no pride of your handsomeness nor your amazing talent ... you are 10 in basically everything ... yeah .. except sports .. but still .. you are a soo ... sooo stalkable ... " Felix sounded proud of his analysis
" you are mad .. you know that . " Jisung said shaking his head in disapproval
" i second felix's words .. " Lucus chimed in
" ufff .,.. you guys are hopeless .. " Jisung said standing up wanting to leave again
" okay .. but ..i really want to know ..why did you go to get fucked but did not let lucus fuck you ?" Felix asked still unable to understand the missing piece
" i swear .. my dick still hurts from the betrayal .. i want to know too " Lucus said making a puppy face
" i --- i ... just .... i .. only thought of him .... "
" who ???"
" my stalker "
" WHAT ?????????" both Felix and Lucus said at the same time
" he .. he .. kisses better ... " Jisung said that and ran out of the room feeling impossibly embarrassed
Sooooooooooooo... what you guys think ??? Jisung is still wrong ???
andddddddddddddd... i am still gloomy about the MINSUNG two kids show ... god i wanted that so bad .. its been a while it came out ... but I am still watching all the edits .. i cant keep calm they are so freakingly cute together ...
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Secret Admirer --- MINSUNG
Fanfictionit's August the month before Jisung's birthday month ... Jisung gets sweet letters and endless gifts his entire birthday month from his secret admirer for the last two years.... but he doesn't know who it is .... it's the third year already .. and...
