She Who Walks With Angels

Ending: Chapter 20: A Cartain Beautiful End, but an Undecided End.

Chapter 18"IT'S GOING TO KILL ME!!! I'M GOING TO DIE!!!" I screamed in agony as we rushed intohospital which we'd had to travel to by bus and niether of us could afford a car, and i collapsedin the carpark and Joseph had rushed to get a wheelchair and a nurse. I was listed up. I couldfeel my babys head being born, there was no time for painkillers,i'd managed with Morphene uptill now where Joseph had convinced the doctor to precribe especially for labout as he hadwanted to deliver our baby at home, but i was convinced that there was a problem, i was in TOOmuch agony and i convinced Joseph to go to hospital with me. The painkiller was no longereffective, the pain was so extremely severe and we rushed to the energancy room!!! I WASSCREAMING. There was no time for pain relief, it was too late, and the gyneachologist couldn'tmake it on time!!! Within 15 minutes from arriving, our daughter was born. She was indeed astunningly magically definately certainly beautful aby girl, and the doctors turned her around andI saw her eyes and immediately fell uncondiotionally and beyong in love with her, a love onlyGOD could allow me to feel, another gift from GOD.The midwife placed her into my arms and i held her on my chest next to my heart nad saidcalmly. I nodded."Ìt's not the placenta. ""HE is MINE." I told Joseph firmly, if he wanted to have Grace to himself,this would be MY son. He was born... and i was silenced, the paing gone, overwhelmed with theamount of love I was feeling. "Gabriel." I said."Grace." ... I held her for a split second beforeJoseph grabbed her from me and held her said "Mine!"He would never let go. HE was her father and he insisted on the main care of her and rasingher, and i couldn get a word in edgewise, but I hoped for a hug, and then,, all of a sudden, Iscreamed again and in agony - the labour wasn finnished - "AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!AWGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! IT HURTS, IT HURTS!!!!!!!" I yelled and screamed and swore,"SHHHIIIIT AHHHH JOSEPH I'M GOING TO DIE!!!!! I CAN'T DO THIS!!!!!"Joseph held my hand tightly and i squeezed so hard that it was a wonder i didn break hsishand... "It's almost over. It's just the placenta." Joseph said comfortingly."It's not the placenta. It is a baby boy! You are having twins!!""GOD."Joseph said.Gabriel Elija Place was born, and he was my son.this was the most exquisit miricle in my life.I looked up... the fine mist surrounded us, GOD Holy Angels appeared and I could see GODALLAH and Jesus Christ clearly once again. Joseph nodded at me. I knew he could too. "Look."He said, and i looked out the window into the clouds, and there in the Heaven were my family,watching over us. "My Lord GOD." I said, "I could never ask for more."* * *(Ritalin prescribed.)The audience of my books have called me "She Who Walks With Angels"after my autobiography was written called "GOD's Little Flower." This is what the name Lornameans.The end.ps. and Caphas IS mine!!!

Note from author: I am not going to keep this end of the book. I am very unhappy with the end of the book, and need to think of something a lot more fitting and epic..... (not that there can be a better ending than a puppy and a baby, mind you haha, all being treu to ourselves, we just don't like how it is worded.... ) So, just so that you all know, this is the first draft of the book and it needs a lot of work done on it, editing, re-writting, adding and adjusting, but read my second book section on this account entitled: Note from the author for more information on how i would like your help..... in something very important. This book included. 
(new ending coming soon.)