Our Savior

Chapter 5 - Letting Go

Author's Note: 

I'm very sorry for the very late update, life happened and I was very busy.

As a little gift I made this chapter get a little sexual so don't say I didn't warn you.

I hope you guys like it! 

Alayna's POV:

Today has been one of the best days of my life. Leland and his children are amazing. They've welcomed me and my children into their home with open arms and I couldn't have asked for anything more. My children are the happiest they've been in a long time.

We are all currently sitting around the fire pit, curled under blankets and making s'mores. Rayne was fast asleep curled into my lap, she had had a long day, and insisted that she didn't need a nap earlier on. Leland was helping the boys, it was quite the show, they all had sticky marshmallow mess stuck to their hands and faces and wrappers and stray marshmallow littered the ground. I just prayed Cobie and Skylar would be able to sleep tonight.

"Alright guys, let's go clean up and get ready for bed, you have school tomorrow." Leland announced and got mumbles and groans back in response. The boys made slow work of picking up the garbage and grabbing blankets. Leland turned to me, "Do you need help with her?" he whispered.

I shook my head no, I slowly got up, and Leland grabbed my falling blanket.

"Okay, I'll meet you inside then?" He asked, I simply nodded while blushing a little.

I brought Rayne in and went into our shared room, I got her into her PJ's without her even stirring and got her tucked in. I then changed into my own PJ's, a silk tank top and short set that were a forest green color, they were one of my favorites.

"Shoot," I mumble, I had forgot that they hadn't found my rob at the apartment. I opened the door to the hall and peered outside, the coast was clear, I tip toed my way to the bathroom and shut the door behind me. I turned around and noticed I wasn't alone like I had hoped.

Leland's POV:

This women was going to be the death of me. Standing in front of me, dressed in forest green silk that hardly covered anything, was Alayna. She turned bright red immediately.

"Sorry I thought you were still with the boys." She whispered looking down. She turned to leave.

"Wait," I approached her, "There's plenty of room in here for both of us, besides I need help getting this goo out of my hair."

She giggled, "Cobie got you good?"

"Yeah."

We made our way to the sink, constantly reminding myself to keep my eyes up. There was a cool draft blowing in through the open window, I tried not to focus on how her nipples were trying to poke through her top. I knew I was getting harder by the minute and she'd probably notice soon.

She came up behind me and started brushing my hair picking at the places with stuck marshmallow and making quick work of getting it out. She worked in complete silence, once and a while our eyes would meet in the mirror and she'd start blushing again. I took this time to look over her wounds and take note on if they were healing well. I wanted to make sure I knew everywhere that I could possibly hurt her when I touched her. I knew that if that son of a bitch ever made it out of prison I'd personally send him to hell.

"I think that's all of it," she explained coming beside me and grabbing her tooth brush.

"Thanks," I did the same as her, we brushed our teeth. "Did you want to go watch something on TV or something?"

I could see her squirm. "I should go check on Rayne," she explained, she turned and bolted out of the bathroom.

"Fuck," I mumbled, I had pushed her to fast, she probably thought the or something meant sex. "Alayna wait!" I whispered shouted and ran after her.

I managed to reach her right before she got to her room, I gently grabbed her wrist and turned her around. Tears were flowing down her face and she was shaken badly.

"Please, just leave me alone, tomorrow I promise me and my children will be gone. You don't need to take pity on me or them. I don't even know why you're doing this. You probably are just doing it to make up for some bad karma in the past or just to get me in bed."

I felt myself getting hurt by her words. Is that what she thought I was doing? Did she not remember the earlier conversation that we had?

I placed my hand under her chin and made her look up at me.

"I never want you to leave. Alayna, I know we've only known each other for less than 72 hours, but trust me when I saw this I don't think I'd survive without you or your children for that matter. Heck I don't know how I've been surviving. You spark something in me, that I've never felt before. You also drive me insane, you feel that?" I had her pinned between me and the wall now, I pushed my hips against hers. I heard a quiet moan come from her. "That is not just wanting you in my bed. That is a deep longing and need that I have to make you completely mine over and over again. But I will wait forever if I have to, because I respect you. Promise me you'll never leave. I need you. My children need you."

"Leland," She moaned again, this time wrapping her legs around my waist and rubbing herself against me. "I promise." She buried her head in the crook of my neck and softly kissed and nipped at me while rubbing her core against me. I placed my hands on her rear and helped support her weight. It was all starting to get to be too much. Her strap fell off one shoulder exposing her full breast, pushing it against my own bare chest. If Alayna didn't stop soon she was going to make me cum right here in my shorts.

"Alayna, you're going -" I couldn't even finish my sentence, she attacked my mouth with hers, and it was too late. I kissed her back, hard, making her grind on me harder, bringing her to her orgasm as my own ripped through me. We continued to nip and caress our tongues together until we had to pull back to get a breath of air. I knew she could feel the dampness through my shorts, perhaps it was both our clothes.

Alayna's POV:

Oh God, what had I just done? As much as I should feel humiliated, I don't. I just made Leland Chapman, ejaculate in his shorts and I loved every minute of it. None of my old relationships felt anything like this. We both had a pure raw need for each other.

"Will you come sleep next to me tonight?" Leland asked, "I don't think I can let you go now."

I nodded, feeling very tired now. Still warped around him, he started walking down the hall a bit and brought us into his room. It was completely dark, he placed me on to my own feet and told me to wait. I heard him shuffle around a bit then he came back to me. He found my hand and placed soft material in them.

"There a pair of my boxers, you can change if you'd like, I can't see anything." He explained.

I blushed, good idea. I changed quickly. Once I was done he grabbed my dirty pair and threw them somewhere, then helped guide me to his bed. Climbing in behind me, he brought my back right up against his chest. I decided then that I was never sleeping without him beside me.