INSOMANIAC | Mattbin

Nineteen??

Chapter 19: Stop appearing in my mind all the time, I don't like you.

After that night, I was thankfully able to sleep. We were both asleep till nine in the morning. I woke up because of Matthew, he removed his hands hanging around on my waist. I noticed that and saw the clock. I realised he's the kind of people who wakes up perfect on time, unlike me. In my opinion, nine o clock sounds ideal. I would've been angry at him if he woke up earlier.

As soon as I let him turn to the other side, I told him, "Good Morning." He wished me back. I was still super sleepy and my head was whirling like hell. I usually wake up late at around ten or eleven, but waking up at nine is something else for me. I really couldn't stand myself so I decided to wrap my hands around his shoulder. Holy shit, does he work out? His bulking muscles were so evident through touching him. Shit, I was hugging him like a koala on a tree branch.

To my surprise, he let me stay in this position. He could've just walked away, leaving me doze back to sleep. It's fine, I think he's returning the favour I gave him yesterday. Last night was hell crazy. No one would believe us if we say we're just friends. Yeah, we're just friends. Nothing else.

"Matthew-ya~" I sweetly called his name. "Hambin hyung!" He returned back the vibe.

Oh wait, today's Ruto's eighteenth birthday. I needed to wish him! I reminded Matthew that it was Haruto's birthday so he wished him on text as well. I quickly removed my phone and texted him a happy birthday paragraph. I also posted a birthday greeting on my planetforum account.

@beeeeen_0613: Happy Birthday to my #1 side chick Haruto ❤️❤️🤗🤗
Stay delusional🤪

@i.am.haruto: Matthew hyung~!! Im sorry TT
-> @iloveuiwantuseokmattchu: why would u be sorry for me because u got posted by ur bsf-
-> @beeeeen_0613: Haruto u bitch I post a really nice bday post for u and u reply like this
->@iloveuiwantuseokmattchu: HYUNG😭😭😭 that's just how he is 😭😭😭
-> @beeeeen_0613: he should still appreciate the 'Sung Hanbin'
@i.am.haruto: Tysm Hanbinnie hyung i never expected you to wish me🥰 also those photos💀💀
-> @beeeeen_0613: be grateful.
-> i.am.haruto: i am

I went to see Zihao's post and oh gosh, he's so whipped for the latter. They really need to enter into a relationship before things get complicated.

@19wangg: Hey Haruto!
My baby, my cutie pie, my tiny boy. You're finally eighteen, how do you feel?
Do you remember me joining your supercharger project? I did it for you ! I know you guys were lacking TT and I felt pity because I knew you as a funny and cool junior from afar and I wanted to get closer to you ^^
It's been a year since we know each other, and nothing was regretted by me. As time passed, I realised you're such a mature, kind, caring, adorable, wholesome, and a lot of other things about you that I love which would take me days to list down.
All I wanted to say to you is, keep smiling. Keep being goofy, keep being that cheerful guy because life goes hard and you light us up. You light me up at my brightest, and you deserve the whole world.
So I'm willing to give you the whole world.
So, happy 18th birthday to you my Ruto, have the best day ever. I love you🫶🏻🫶🏻.
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@i.am.haruto: ZIHAO HYUNGGGG! Im glad you joined the supercharger project ❤️❤️I miss those moments with you, Seowon hyung, Woongki hyung, Takuto, and Ollie. I'm sure they miss us too 🥹🥹 I'm sosososo grateful that you got closer to me because I wouldn't have had someone to confide my whole heart to 🥺🥺 I will always keep smiling, for you. As long as you love me for who I am, I will continue being that goofball just for you. Thank you so much for your genuine and heartfelt message Zihao hyung. I love you too mwah 😘
->@19wangg: Aww❤️ I love you more mwah 😙. See you at your dorm then! I've got some surprises to show you in the evening
->@i.am.haruto: meet me at 4:30 pm then ❤️