All Alone

Chapter Twenty Five

"I-I decided to sing this for Santana." Brittany said shyly and wiped a tear from her eye. "I just want her to know that I'm with her."

She opened her mouth and let her soul pour out.

What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's underwater
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh

Brittany didn't know how she could go on. Tears were streaming down her face and it was hard not to choke on the words.

How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing in my head for you

My head's underwater
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh
Give me all of you, oh oh

By the end there wasn't a dry eye in the choir room and Brittany was sobbing. She quickly ran out of the room and to the bathroom to stop the flow of tears.

-

"She's in her room." The same nurse as always said in the same monotone she always used.

Brittany thanked her and headed down the hall to the same room as always. Santana had been in there for nearly two weeks and Brittany could see a bit of improvement. She still wasn't happy, but last time the blonde was there she had said she wanted to live, a vast improvement.

"Hey, San!" Brittany said cheerily.

"Hey!" Santana called back.

"Happy almost your birthday!"

"I can't believe I'm turning 18 tomorrow. Then I can finally be free of the anti-Christ." (AN: if I ever said they were any other age tell me so I can correct it please)

"Who?" Brittany frowned cutely. "Plankton?"

"No." Santana chuckled. "My mother."

"Oh. Well I sang a song for you in Glee today."

"You've sang one everyday for the past two weeks, Britt." Santana smiled. "No surprise. What was it today?"

"All of me." Brittany looked sheepish.

"That's so sad, Britt."

"I think it's sweet. And it describes my feelings for you."

"Same here."

That was the other thing. Santana had become much more open about her feelings. She now said she loved Brittany frequently and kissed her sometimes.

"So how was therapy today?"

Santana's smile dropped a bit. "Um..." Her voice shook. "Dr. Ali helped me talk about my childhood." She looked down at the bed and played with her hands.

"About him?"

"Yeah but more about my mom. I told her about how my mom used to get mad at me and yell at me and... Hit me."

"What'd she say?" Brittany grabbed Santana's hand and squeezed to let her know she was there.

"She said the state is investigating her."

The cheerio gasped. "Really?"

The Latina smiled. "Yeah and since I'm 18 I can stay in the house and live on my own. All the money and everything will go to me."

"That's great!" She leapt forward and hugged Santana. "I love you so much!"

"I love you too, Britt. And I have something else to tell you that I was keeping a secret because when I found out I was too sad to think I'd ever do it."

"What is it?"

"I got into NYADA... And because I can't pay they said they'll give me financial aid."

Brittany's whole face broke into a grin. "Santana! OH my GOD Santana!"

"What?"

"I got into NYADA too! I had no idea you even applied!"

"I love to sing." Santana shrugged shyly. "And Dr. Ali told me the other day that since there is only two months left of school I can get a tutor this summer and go to NYADA in the fall and the school agrees with it."

"How did I miss all this!?"

Santana laughed. "I'm so excited."

"Me too." She leaned forward and kissed the girl on the lips.

AN: Everything is awesoooome! So yeah everything is good and I swear that there are no more really bad things to happen. Actually there is only a few more chapters because there will be a time jump to the last week of school next chapter and then a few more cute things and then an epilogue! This is making me very sad:( well I love you all!

- G. Schreiber

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