ʟᴏꜱᴛ ꜰᴀɪᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ʟᴏᴠᴇ [ɪɴᴅɪᴀɴ ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴄᴇ]

5. our hidden love

“gautami come fast, we are getting late, and I'm fed up with all those lie shit--

“ok, I'll be there in five minutes’’ gautami said on a call, she was with her lover, Sahil

“i guess you must leave, it's late’’ I smiled at him, see how time flies na ..
A few months ago, we were struggling to be with each other, but see
Here are we now, together, our hidden love

“Sahil, I'm sacred’’ again, he just smiled at me, he cupped my cheeks in his hands, softly kissed my lips. The tenderness, his soft lips on mine which is just heaven nothing else. I closed my eyes at the feeling, he softly sucked over my lower lips so soft just like a feather.

I can taste some sweetness of him, we were so close that I can smell his sweet fragrance, just like some flowers, fresh flowers, for a few seconds, he bit on my lower lip before pulling off, and tucked my hair back of my ear, I'm blessed

Blessed to see his smile everyday, he smiles for me, he smiles to console me, he smiles to comfort me everytime, sometimes spoken word don't heal ourselves some Special person presence is all matters, and with that one smile.

He was confused after analysing my face for a long minute, i frown at his confusion face, he placed his one on mine and other one was caressing my cheeks, i drown into his touch, it's rough now, his fingers feels cold on my hot cheeks.

“Gautami, I know what you scared of, but please, just wait for the right time, I will talk with my parents for our marriage, I'll be always for you’’ it was not him, it was like he is forced to say everything all of, it's not his words

“you lying, sahil’’ his eyes immediately left mine they were everywhere but not to me, like he was searching for another lie

“look into my eyes and speak’’ I hold his hands tightly and squeeze to assure him I'm always there for him just like he is for me .... is he?

Finally after convencing for long, he looked into my eyes, but there was no sincerity, it was more like a guilt there, his eyes speak more than his mouth

There was hesitation, before he can speak, I break the eye contact, i freed my hand from his, he was shocked as much I was earlier. He look down, i failed to protect our relationship

“i'm sorry, but don't worry I'll make sure they agree for us’’ there was no hint of assurance, he is forced I'm sure.

“don't be sorry, i believe in you’’ he didn't smile at this, he is disturbed.
I crunches down at his level, i pulled his chin up by my finger, and to see he was crying

I wipes off his tears.

“i didn't know that you cry too, okay, now stop crying, and whenever you got a time talk to your family, hmm?’’ he was lost of words, he got up from bench, and hugged me

“you got a patience, gautami, believe me, we will be together no matter what happened’’ i just humm at his sentence, now I can say, it's his word his own, not forced.

“okay, i must go now, Sanket is waiting for me’’ he nods before breaking hugg

I bid bye and took my leave, leaving him at the stage where he needs me.

- sahil

How I am gonna answer her, how can I face her knowing her dreams are going to be shattered, I'm sorry, Gautami, but I did try for you, but I'll try one more time

Just for the sake of our love, I'll go any limits, please wait for me.

Once I was infront of my house gate, i entered into to, before I come there was laughter inside it, but when I entered there was no hint of laughter, everyone is silent, my Aai (mother) just turn her face to other side.