ʟᴏꜱᴛ ꜰᴀɪᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ʟᴏᴠᴇ [ɪɴᴅɪᴀɴ ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴄᴇ]

12. untold truth

Gautami -

Don't know what happened to me, when i entered the house, as i ran into my room directly ignoring my name was actually called by my family. All I knew was that I needed it..

I locked my room and searched for that particular thing which I couldn't stay away from.

I once again checked my room is it locked or not. It was.
With shaky legs and sweaty hands. I catch that one key to unlock that particular lock.

I moved closer to it. Slowly, slowly. The heart beat was on the core.
Letting that key insert into the key hole with the click it was again opened which i promised myself to never open it.

I slipped down to the floor and took that diary in my hand. I closed that drawer and went to sit on my bed.

For like few minutes. I was only staring at the diary. With my trembling hands i again opened it.
With tears dripping from my eyes.

“I can't do this”

I can't be like this. I must regret later or much more than that. But if I hold myself back now, than I might regret for life.

I opened the diary again, and there it was, my written
“My Love” yaa i know soo childish, but it was gifted by him.

I flipped more pages as more memories flash through my mind, which i couldn't hold back and brust into tears. There's no one to understand this feeling of mine, there's no one to understand the pain behind my smile, my heartbreak, my failure.

“I can't be others. Sahil, I'm just yours”.

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“only yours”

The only chant you can Heard from her mouth. She has gone crazy, keeping inside her, showing that she has forgotten everything, no she didn't. She still crave for him, crave for his love, and there's no one who can replace Sahil's place.

The promise she made to herself, that she can never be anyone's. And she is keeping her promise.

Isn't it wrong for, Anirudh?

Where as when Anirudh drop Gautami at her house, he left for his workplace. As one question is still bugging inside him. Which he never got his answer for it..

That why gautami is not ready for it? Or why can't she give him equal love as he did? Why?

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It was almost a dinner time and gautami was still in her room locked herself with diary in between in her hands, her hairs were messy face looks pale.

Everyone gather there for dinner.

“Aditi, call Gautami, why is she not here?” Siddharth asked having his first bite.

“she is not opening the door since she came back, something wrong I guess” Gautami's brother just nodded and than looked at his grandfather.who gave him sign to be relax. As everyone later let go for it. But there was someone who knew about the truth.

After finishing dinner, Siddharth asked his wife to have a night walk, as it will be healthy as for her pregnancy.

“All good with you, Aditi?” she just smiles and held his arms and walk

“i asked you something”

“yes, everything's good, sidhu” he was quite but not satisfied with the answer. They continues the walk silently. Just holding hands.

“Sidhu, you love your sister soo much, know?” he stopped at his track and gave confused look to her

“yaa, so?”