ʟᴏꜱᴛ ꜰᴀɪᴛʜ ᴏꜰ ʟᴏᴠᴇ [ɪɴᴅɪᴀɴ ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴄᴇ]

10. Understanding

Anirudh-

I don't know what should I feel right now, am i happy or disappointed?

She is forcing herself on me, just because of her family happiness. How?

Well, than i am disappointed.. after listening her words everything i really want to have chat with her... Marriage is not a plaything firstly, if she is not satisfied in it, I'll do my best for her, even after knowing she is forces kinda i can't let this happen.

Before we can talk anything, there we were called for photos..

“Gautami----

She was dragged by her friends for photos, as i stand there alone. Faking my smile.

As time pass and all relatives, guests were leaving, now there's only us, both the families.. and it was time to leave...

My parents went towards her grandparents and seek their blessings and touched their feets

“Now we will take our leave” that's it, both the families bid their bye and all and we parted our ways out of place.

What was that, after that conversation she didn't even looked at me, all she was doing avoiding my eye contact. And I hate that, she is hesitate to share with me, she is somewhat scared of me but for what?

Gautami -

Hshh!

I escape, i know it's not digestive to him, all time I was avoiding him. And but i don't wants to keep him in darkness, it's not like I'll share it with him everything, but only thing that he needs to know. Cause i think being dragging my past infront him will change our relationship position and will ruin all things.

But, i can't put him on hopes and all, cause I need time to heal, and i know he will understand the situation and accept me.. but....

“Gautami, get down!” my dada shouts a little and I immediately get off from the car and head inside of the house, and ran into my room.

First thing i did is i got rid of this heavy lehanga and jwellerys and all.
I change something into so fastly and lies on my bed.

And was scrolling through my phone's gallery and there i found this

(Credit goes to the owner)

Our ring ceremony pictures.

I can't believe I'm engaged!
And then I looked at my ring finger it's now filled with ring.

I am getting married, how life plays with us... i don't know why I was staring at the picture soo long.

But than i remember...

I immediately dial Anirudh's no. Hopefully he picked up the call.

And yes he did

"Hello?"
I was all silent through my side. Even though I called him