- billie's pov -
soooo it has been another week and though i've been busy with work related things, i still haven't heard from saylor.
not even a text.
and that bothers me.
i know her stupid girlfriend is probably up her ass but like???? cmon.
i was just sitting in my house, in this little room where i write music. so bored and so filled with thoughts about many things that did nothing but stress me out.
so i said fuck it, and texted saylor.
i honestly got butterflies.
and i took a deep breath of relief, seeing that she misses me just like im missing her.
i sent her my address so she could drive here and she eventually made it. she walked in and we hugged.
"hi," she smiled to me. "how are you?"
"im good," i grinned. "what about you?"
"good," she nodded. "i've missed you," she pushed my shoulder.
"well i haven't heard from you so i assume you didn't wanna talk," i told her.
"just because i don't hit you up doesn't mean i don't wanna talk," she said to me. "i honestly just kinda thought you were still mad about paige so i didn't bother reaching out to you. so im glad you texted me."
"me too," i chuckled.
"so what've you been doing today?"
"this," i said as we walked into my personal music room.
"oh," she nodded. "writing? lemme hear some."
"i wish i had something for you to hear but unfortunately im uninspired," i shrugged.
"still?" saylor rose her eyebrows. "nothing for barbie?"
"nope," i shook my head. "i mean finneas gave me a melody but i can't come up with any lyrics. i think im just gonna tell greta i can't-"
"oh no," saylor cut me off. "no we're not doing that," she snatched my journal away from me. "give me this."
she opened the book to an empty page and grabbed a pen. "talk to me about literally anything."
"like what?" i shrugged.
"how you've been feeling lately, just to start."
"ummm i don't know," i shook my head.
"billie cmon," she tilted her head. "so life's been all roses and rainbows lately?"
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lost cause | billie eilish
Fanfictionbillie finds herself falling for someone she doesn't want to fall for. and though she may be able to land the girl, can she actually save her? is it worth it?